I'd rather show you how to love me then me trying to love myself
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I'll dance for you ,I'll touch you,I'll do anything for you all I ask is to be loved and touch 10 times harder in return
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Love me untill your name is the only thing I can think of and say
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Bull fucking shit I loved you more then i loved myself
The reason being you had so much to fucking love
I was not enough for you i hate myself for it
I loved you so fucking much i forgot i hated myself
The love i had for you overlooked every thing
The love i had for myself was gone because you were far more easier to fucking love then myself
But....
My love wasnt enough because the thing i was trapped in was not what you wanted .
I still fucking love you but your gone
Now instead of hating you im hating myself
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The days i feel numb are the days i feel at peace
Tbh sometimes i wish i was always numb
Ive felt numb for too long to feel normal
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Why do I crave something I never had the chance to taste?
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I want you body as close as it was the night you said you loved me it all felt so real
•••hope you enjoy my sadness••
