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What should I do?
I'm hallucinating everyday with knowing it will crush me into pieces sooner.
I don't want to think of it but then it's too strong to resist for my poor heart.
I want it what I want but I couldn't get it.
I see it everything the way I want but it was never in my life though.
I only could stare and exhale with a long suffer inside my mind through heart.
I didn't plan this, you prepared this without acknowledging me through.
You know how I feel right now, when I couldn't bear the things I didn't meant in my life.
The sins I made which I intended to change in any way possible.
The favors of mine is far out of reach, still I'm hoping and wanted to fight in the believe that it would be mine again.
Again, what should I do?
My eyes is full but I can't put it down with pleased.
My heart suffers breathing but no one noticed.
My leg limbs of taking all the wrong paths.
My mind is full of things that I wanted to see, the things which I wanted to change in possible ways.
But, the point is useless though.
I wouldn't wait or even wanted to be saved.
Still, I hope at least you could see what I'm going through.
I wouldn't cry and I don't cry.
~ivy~
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