You just woke up from a long coma after a horrible accident u faced with a mysterious person. You didnt remember anyone or anything.
You didnt even remember where u were from and tht u have a caring boyfriend.. who is very loyal towards u and he lov...
Jungkook insisted tht he would walk be back home as he was worried abt me. I was in no mood to argue wid him so i just got along with the flow.. I couldnt stop thinking abt Jimin and Hana.. how could they betray me?? How abt all the promises Jimin gave me? R those temporary? Was he playing wid me?? So how abt those memories we had? The nights we spend together? The times when he crashed his lips on mine. Are those all fake? Worse... a dream? Later, we arrived at the apartment. I opened the door and went in. I was in mood of nothing. I didnt even wish jungkook goodbye or thank him for cheering me up. I had controlled myself not to cry infront of Jungkook. As soon as i got into the apartment, tears streamed down like heavy rain. I sat down on the floor while hugging my knees. "Why? How could he do this to me?? Why?", i just wanted to kill myself right now. I was really heartbroken. I felt like my back was stabbed by a knife..
Betrayal.
I stood up and changed. I didnt want to eat anything. I just couldnt stop crying. That scene just popped into my head everytime. I couldnt get it out of my head. I really regretted for everything i spent with Jimin. Its now 6, he was not here yet.. "Why would he be back? Y/N. Snap out of it. He just loves Hana, not u.", i told myself. I went into the bathroom and was standing infront of the mirror. It was swollen and my face was red. I washed my face as i didnt want him to recognise that i was crying. Its now 8. I was at the balcony, watching the scenery, still thinking abt them. A few minutes later, someone wrapped me into his chest. I knew it was him. "Jagiya, i am back! U ready for the surprise?", he kissed my cheek. "Surprise? Abt u and Hana dating behind my back?", i removed his hands which were on my waist and went into the living room. He followed me while saying, "Jagiya. What are u talking abt?" I rolled my eyes and face him. "Are u pretending? I just saw u and Hana in the park. Kissing.." "Hana? B-but" "Oppa.. how could u? I thought u love me.", my voice became teary. I knew i was abt to cry. "I love u! More than my life." "But i now know tht Hana is more important than me. How could u break my heart?" "Its all an misunderstanding Jagiya." "U called this a misunderstanding?? U didnt even care abt me and u said u loved me more than ur life?" "Jagiya. U r the only one i have always loved in my life." "Dun call me Jagiya! I am not anymore. Lies!", tears fell down my cheeks. I couldnt control it anymore. "Jagiya pls.", he came forward to held my hand. "No! Dun come near me. Pls.. leave me alone." "But.." "Pls! Leave me alone!", i raised my voice, couldnt stop crying at the same time. He didnt say anything and he left the apartment.
I just sat down on the floor, wanting to scream.. Come back! I always need u oppa..
But what he did to me was unforgivable. I was so so disappointed, blaming myself for loving him. Now i was left alone in the apartment. I didnt want to live anymore. "I hate you Park Jimin.", i whispered.
Jimin's POV
I was really shocked when she talked abt the horrible scene at the park. I shouldnt have gone there..
Hours before at Suga's house
It was a short break before continuing our work. We gathered at the dining room. Jin hyung was stuffing his mouth with jjangjamyeon while Namjoon was laughing out loud. Tht time, i was very excited for this evening. I couldnt stop staring at the one i bought for her.
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I knew she would really be surprised. I had thought of everything concerning our furture. She was perfect for me. We would be on each other's side forever.. While i was building castles in the air, someone grabbed it from my hand. "Hyung. Whts this?", it was Jungkook. His voice was so loud tht caught everyone's attention. "Yah. Give it back to me.", i yelled at him. "Ooh.. is this a ring for Y/N??", he grinned at me. "Wht? Ur proposing her?", Suga hyung asked. "U didnt tell us abt it?", Taehyung said. "No.. guys.. its not like tht.. i am just afraid u guys will tell her." "I am gonna tell her right now.", Jungkook took out his phone. "Yah! Dont do it. The surprise will be spoiled!" "Just kidding hyung.", he gave me a bunny smile. "This kid.." "When are u gonna propose her?", Jin hyung asked after having his lunch. "This evening." "Well good luck! And dont forget to treat us if she accepts ur proposal.", Hoseok added. "Thanks guys..", but i looked down. "Hey.. whts wrong??", Namjoon put his hand on my shoulder. "What if.. she remembers?" "Abt Minjun?" "Yeah.. what if she knows wht happened tht night? I am worried hyung." "Dun worry.. everything's fine for now. When the time comes, she will know..", he cheered me up. Later, we finished up our work. Jungkook and i left early. Jungkook said he would walk back home so i drove back to the apartment. While i was on my way, a phone rang and i answered. "Hello?" "Oppa.. can u come to the park? I will be nearby the lake. I need to tell u something." "Ok.. i will be there..", we hung up and i drove there. And i saw her sitting on a bench nearby. When she heard my footsteps, she stood up. Her eyes were very sharp and daring. "I heard u r proposing Y/N." "Yeah.. this evening." "How could u?? U know i loved u since our youth. And u r choosing Y/N over me?" "Look.. why cant u understand?? I have always love Y/N. You r my best friend. You should be supporting me." She came closer. "Its been over 10 years. Pls come to me. I will love u more than Y/N does." While i was abt to say smth, she looked to the right and suddenly kissed me." She crashed her lips on mine. Soon, i broke it. "What r you doing? U r just my friend ok? Nothing more. I gotta go." I could hear her calling me but i ignored it and left to the apartment. When i came back home, this happened. I never thought Y/N would be there. But she was misunderstanding me. How must i tell the truth to her so i just came out of the apartment.
Time skip~
I was so disappointed. Tht girl ruined my evening. I went to a nearby public restaurant where i could get Soju.. I sat there and ordered a bottle. I really didnt know why it tasted so sweet for me today. "I only love u Y/N.. ur my life. My everything."
I need u girl Why am i loving alone? I need u girl Why do i keep needing u even though i know i will hurt?
I need u girl You are beautiful.. I need u girl You are so cold..
Then the phone rang. I couldnt see who it was. Everything was blurry. But i picked up the phone. "Hyung.. its me Jungkook. Where r u?" "Ahh.. Jungkook-ah.. i-uh-i.." "Hyung. U drunk?" "Yeah.. a little. I was at a shop nearby our apartment." "Hyung..d-d--", i just heard tht. I couldnt clearly hear wht he said after tht n i hung up. I felt very tipsy. I stood up, left the money on the table and walked outside of the shop. My vision was blurry. I could just see figures walking towards me. I bumped accidently with a person n i fell to the ground. I didnt say anything and continued my way. Then i felt some hands on my left shoulder. "Hey. Where r ur manners? Dun u know who have to apologize someone after bumping into him?" I removed the person's hand and walked away. He pulled me and brought the fist onto my face. I was really pissed off. When i touched my lower lip, i saw blood on my fingers. Then i stood up and reacted the same way he did to me. "Aishh", i was very disturbed. Later, he pushed me with large force and punched my chest. I groaned. I couldnt move anymore. It hurt alot. All i was thinking abt was her.. nth more. "Hey! Stop!", i saw a figure running towards us and i passed out.
The next morning~~
I woke up with a headache. N my chest hurt. "Ahh.." i stood up slowly frm the bed. And i saw Jungkook was beside me. "Hey.. u awake?" "Yeah.. w-what happened?" "U were in a fight. But ur okay now." "Ooh ok.." "Hyung.. i was with her tht day..", Jungkook said. "What? U were?" "Yeah.. no worries.. i didnt tell it to anyone. I will help u." I signed. I wanted to see her so badly but i knew she wouldnt let me. I just laid back on my bed with my phone to call her. But there was no reply. She wasnt picking up my calls. I even told Jungkook to call her but it was worth a try. She wasnt answering his calls either. I was very worried abt her. What if she would do smth with herself? I couldnt lose her again. Not another time. I really tried to get up but i got dizzy and my chest started to hurt. I hope shes fine.. i needed to solve this problem.. "Jungkook.." "Yes?" "Can u check up on her sooner? Like a few days later?" "Ok hyung." I really thanked him for being such a good friend. "I will always love u Y/N.."
