Spencer
" Babe I'm sorry...I didn't do anything with her...believe me...and answer me...please...baby...bear...cutieeee...pretty baby" she begged on the voice mail
I sighed putting my phone in my back pocket .
I pulled my black and white adidas jacket on and grabbed my bag walking out closing the door.
This is gonna be a long...long day...
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"SPENCER!!!" I heard my name being called by Leia
I ignored her and started speed walking.
" you have to talk to her...it wasn't her fault" Sammy said popping up next to me
"You're right...it was yours...but she tried to lie..." I said walking into our class
" you've been avoiding her all day and last night...she feels bad...talk to her" he said when we sat down
"Listen Sammy, I'm not gay I will never be gay, I don't know what the fuck happened yesterday or that summer night....IM NOT GAY!!"I yelled expecting for people to look at me but they were looking at the door
Where Leia stood teary eyed.
"No no Leia!" I yelled running out after her
"Leave me alone...I fucking wish you wouldn't deny how you like me...we had sex and you still are ashamed of me!" She groaned crying
"I...I'm not ashamed of you...Leia I'm sorry..." I said walking up to her
"No you are ashamed...but it's fine...just don't talk to me...ever...again" she said walking around me
I just stood there feeling really bad...
"Mrs Luh..get back to class!" A teacher yelled making me look up
I ignored him and turned around walking towards Leia before she walked into class. I grabbed her arm and pinned her to the locker.
"Spencer get off...what're you doing?" She asked looking away
"I'm sorry...I'm not used to this okay...I do like you...like a lot...I just never did this before...and everybody...their so judge mental...I...I'm afraid of what people are gonna think...but I shouldn't...I really like you Leia...I do...." I said looking in her eyes
" When you figure out if you wanna be fine with yourself...call me" she said pushing me away walking into class
I stood there with tears building in my eyes. I walked off to my locker and got my stuff out before running out the doors.
I need...to go home...
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I laid on my bed facing the wall and cried my eyes out.
I...am so dumb...
" yea you are" I heard a voice say making me turn around seeing my brother
" what're you doing here?" I asked wiping my eyes
"Getting the rest of my stuff...I found a apartment close to school" he said
"Can I live with you...?" I asked
"Why...mom and dad found out about your girlfriend?" He joked but it wasn't funny
"Th-...how'd you know?"
"Sammy...you down with Leia...sick" he said sitting on my bed
