Spencer.
I laid back on the bed sighing.
I made a huge mistake...I don't know what I was saying...
Leia left two days ago and I already miss her like crazy...i broke up with her but...I regret that soo much..
I debated whether or not to call her or go down there...but I feel like shell tell me to leave...I know I hurt her...I heard how much I hurt her from Sammy already...and Derek just asks me why?....I don't know why?!
"Spencer...we have work to do and you're still not up"
"I'm not going..."
" Spencer...you can't keep missing work..."
" fuck work...I'm already broken"
"You're right about that...but still...Leia would want you to focus mom yourself no matter what happens between you two"
"Derek...just let me sleep...I don't want to go please" I begged crying
"This is the last time" he said serious before closing my door
I turned over sighing into my pillow. I burst out into tears sniffling.
Leia
I fake moaned a little holding this random girls head as she ate me out.
"You taste so good" she slurped...air
This girl didn't know what she was doing and it really made me miss Soencer even more...she was new at it but she was so good at it...the way her tongue explored my folds and how her lips wrapped around my lips sucking on them...her tongue figuring a way into me a little felt amazing...
I bit my lip waiting for this to be over so I can pleasure myself to thoughts of Spencer...fuck me ugh!
I hate how she just broke up with me like that...but I love and miss her...
"Ight I'm done...why didn't you moan much?"
Really?...
" I'm sorry...it was good...I promise...ill talk to you later" I said gently pushing her out the house grabbing her stuff handing it to her.
My mom is out...so I decided to invite that girl that I talked to yesterday over and she ate me out...horribly.
I want to call Spencer so bad...but I know that's wrong...we're supposed to be broken up...and I hate her for that
I groaned laying back on the couch.
Should I do this?
My mom won't be home until late tonight so...yea.
I licked my fingers like she does and rubbed myself with them.
"Oh fuck" I whimpered a little closing my eyes
I slipped two fingers into me slowly pulling them right out just like she does...
"Fuck...spence" I whimpered pumping my fingers in and out of my pussy
My eyes rolled back as I copied ever thing she would do if she were here.
Fuck I miss her..
*
"Hey baby" my mom said walking through the house
"Hey" I smiled getting up hugging her
"How was your day baby?"
"Fine I guess" I shrugged walking back to the couch
"You talk to Sammy at all?"
"Oh shoot I forgot...ill call him before I go to sleep"
"Ok...ill remind you" she joked making me smile
" how was work?
"It was fine...I missed you"
"Yea...I missed you too"
"Do you plan on going back to California?" She asked
"No..."
"What about Spencer?"
"We...we broke up" I stuttered sighing
"Awwe babes...what for?"
"I don't know" I shrugged starting to cry
"Oh Cmere...Cmere" She said pulling me close
"I don't know what I did...and I miss her...she hasn't called me and I get that a little but still...I miss my baby...I miss hugging her...I miss how she held me and talked to me...she made me feel so special...so...special...but she broke up with me...and I really want to know why..."
"Maybe she's stressed out...did she show any signs of distraught?"
"I mean...she did have a couple panic attacks around that time...and she...felt really bad for allowing this boy to touch her for a second...she knows I'm not mad...it wasn't her fault...she was sleep"
" Just give her some time to calm down...people lash out for stressful reason and don't even mean what they say"
"Ok..."
"Now let's get to bed...it's late"
"I'm gonna call sammy"
"K...night"
"Night"
Spencer
I walked out my room and downstairs where Derek was sitting on the couch.
"Derek...I hate myself...I want to fucking end it..." I cried
"Woah Spencer calm down...sit" he said
I sat down balling my eyes out.
"I fucked up and I can't fix this but I miss my baby...I miss her so fucking much"
"Go to her...talk to her...tell her why you did it...hell...fuck her until she forgets...I don't know"
I sighed laying back one the couch.
"I'll buy the ticket"
"What?"
"I'm paying for your ticket to New York...you're gonna surprise her"
Fuck...
