Did you know? | JIKOOK FF (Completed)

(13) Angry

(Jungkook POV)

I'll never think of any of my members in such a manner...least of all Jungkook"

His words played over and over in my mind. Today's events were driving me crazy with disappointment and anger and hyung's words just drew me over the edge.

least of all Jungkook

I was glad I found out how he felt. I would have been shunned if I had told him the truth. Even though it hurt it was good hearing him say that. It prevented a fallout in the group.

As I was lost in thought, I heard the door open. Jimin's tiny head then his tiny frame peeped at me.

He was so adorable.

I was hurt and angry but it didn't prevent my heart from beating excitedly and the feeling of butterflies in my stomach.

"Jungkook...I'm sorry"

He came over and sat on my bed. Then he slowly lifted my leg and placed it on his lap before looking at the wounds, probably caused by the glass earlier.

I hadn't even felt the pain. The pain in my mind and heart were greater than any other physical pain.

"Go away Jimin..."

He stared at me.

"I'm really sorry Kookie...I didn't mean to sound mean...what I meant was something else. You misunderstood me."

I was really mad. I misunderstood?

Like hell I did.

"Get out"

I ordered at him through gritted teeth.

He looked like a hurt puppy I almost lost my resolve and hugged him.

But only almost. I was too hurt. I couldn't let myself get hurt further.

"Jungkook please listen to me. Please stop judging me so fast"

"NO! GET THE HELL OUT JIMIN I DON'T WANT TO KNOW!"

He looked scared now. I didn't care anymore. He thought I was being to judgemental? Well screw him. I was fed up.

"No hyung all you care is about Lisa and you don't care about me anymore. You just use me for fan service and then treat me like crap when you feel like it. I have feelings too Hyung and you are being cruel"

Now he looked bewildered. I couldn't blame him. I basically admitted my feelings.

"I don't treat you less than the others Kookie....I still consider you my younger brother. Why would you think otherwise?"

I wanted to scream. Was he that clueless?!! After all I said he still didn't realise it? Or did he find the idea so repulsive he chose to ignore that completely?

Either ways this conversation was over.

"If you won't leave I shall"

I bumped my way past him and went straight to the small room we kept our computer and other work stuff in and fell asleep at the table there.

Long, troubled and restless sleep.

After tomorrow I wouldn't have to see him for a week. I will somehow get over this by then..... I'll get over my feelings I harbored for nearly two years in this one week. What was I even thinking?

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Jimin is so clueless I can't 😂😂😂😂
Ok so more drama~

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