Not So Happy

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Once there was a girl
Lonely and lost in the world
Putting on a smile for everyone else
Everyone but herself.

Every night she would go home
And face the person she hated the most
The one that would always bring her down
The one that made her want to die
The one she called father.

She prayed for it to end
She went to bed
Dreaming if the world without her.

She made a friend
Who she thought she could trust
But this friend,
Wasn't as trustworthy as she thought.

Whore
Slut
Worthless
Not Loved
Bitch.

These are the words
That made her bleed at night
The beatings only got worst
She just wanted to leave.

So she did.

At the end there was nothing to live for.
At the end she left.
She thought she was to weak to live.

It wasn't until after her father released his anger,
Did he blame hisself for her death.

The fake friend who called her those words,
Was the one who the words really fit.

And everyone that made her kill herself,
Missed her.

But they made that choice.

And now it is to late to bring her back.

"I don't want to be alive."

Everyone who hears these words Please DON'T take it as a joke. People get abused and commit suicided everyday. It is an important topic. If you ever feel like you just want to die, please PLEASE get help. Talk to a trusted adult, a friend, a sibling. If  you can't brimg yourself to do that please call 1-800-273-8255 in the US. Please do not take your own life/self harm. I know it is not easy but you ARE loved. Even if you don't know it I will always love y'all. If you ever need to talk please message me and I will take the time to let you rant, because everyone who reads this, I do love you and you mean the world to me. So please, do not blame yourself. And remember, I'll always be there for you.

Xo,
whitegirl2027💖

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