Calum; 'Im such a fucking idiot!' I yelled as I banged my head aginst the wall repetitivly. I walked out to the car locking the front door behind and headed for Luke's house. I get that she's pissed at me for lying to her but she doesn't know why I did it, all I was trying to do was get her something nice for our one year. I didnt cheat on her, I would never, I love her with all my heart and soul. I pulled into Luke's drive way and jogged up the pathway till i reached his front door, I knocked and took a step back waiting for the door to open, 'Hey Cal,' Luke smiled, 'Hey Luke is, Y/N here?' I asked, 'Yeah, she's laying down in the lounge room,' He smiled, letting me in an closing the door behind me. I walked over to the couch and saw y/n laying there peacefully, I walked over and sat on the floor next to the couch, 'What do you want Hood?' She asked not talking her eyes off the T.V, 'To give you this,' I half smiled pulling a red velvet box out of my pocket, I handed it to her and watched her as she opened it. Her face went into shock, her mouth hung open and her eyes almost popped out of her skull, 'Calum its beautiful,' She smiled as tears welled up in her eyes. I brought her a white gold braclet with diamonds on it. 'Well I had to get you something to show you how much you mean to me even though I could give you the whole world and that still wouldn't be enough,' I smiled, 'What do you say we go home?' I offered, 'Calum, I dont know, I mean you've been lying to me, but you gave me the most amazing gift,' She sighed, 'Please babe,' He begged, 'Okay Cal,' you smiled. 'I knew you guys couldn't stay mad at each other,' Luke smiled, 'Thank you for taking me in Luke,' You smiled and have him a kiss on the cheek, 'No worries,' he smiled.
Luke: 'Shit!' I thought to myself, I can't believe I did that to her, out of all the people I know I choose to hurt the girl I love most! WHY THE FUCK AM I SUCH A DICKHEAD?! I tried to calm myself down. I walked back out the door and a few houses down to Calum. I knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer, 'Yes?' y/n asked as she answered the door, 'y/n I am so sorry, I was a complete idiot, I di-' I was cut off by her lips against mine, 'its okay, I overreacted,' She smiled, 'No, you have nothing to apologise for, I was the idiot that went out and go waisted instead of being with you, I am so sorry, I wanted to leave and I knew I had to, but there was people everywhere, there were drinks everywhere,' I tried to explain in one breath, 'Baby, its okay, i understand, and I love you, it was a mistake and I know that you love me,' She smiled, 'I do, I do love you, with all my heart,' I said. 'CALUM, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, IM GOING HOME NOW,' She yelled, 'Geeez, y/n, you dont have to yell,' Cal laughed from beside her, 'Sorry, thank you for everything, though,' She smiled and kissed his cheek, 'No worries, night guys,' He smiled, 'Night Cal,' We smiled.
Ashton: 'Ash, baby what was that all about?' Brittany asked you, 'Dont, just dont, I cant believe you right now, I told you that I had a girlfriend and you had to go and fuck it all up!' I yelled and stormed off. I got a cab home, and walked inside. I saw a note on the kitchen bench,
Ashton,
Im staying with Calum for acouple of nights till I can process the fact that the guy I'm in love with has just cheated on me.
xx Y/N.
I had to get her back. I grabbed my keys and walked out of the house closing and locking the door behind me. I walked down the street untill I reached Cal's house. I knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer, 'Hey Ash,' Joy smiled, 'Hi Joy,' I smiled, she stepped aside for me to walk in and told me that everyone was upstairs in Cal's room. I walked up and opened his door, 'Y/n Im-' I stopped in the middle of my sentance, shocked at what i had just witnessed, 'Y/F/N!!' I yelled, 'Ash, Im sorry,' She cried and slid the blade across her wrist. I ran over to her and squeezed her wrist so the blood wouldnt escape her body, it wasnt working. I let her go and I took of my bandana and tied it around her wrist, she looked up and smiled. 'I love you y/n, please, please dont leave me,' I cried, 'I love you too Ash,' she smiled, she closed her eyes, I called for an ambulance. It took them a few minutes to get here and they took her straight away. I ran down stairs and jumped in the car with Calum, Mikey and Luke and we followed the ambulance. We waited in the waiting room till the doctor came out, 'Ashton Irwin?' He questioned looking at all four of us, 'Yes?' I spoke up, 'Were you aware that miss y/l/n had clinical depression?' He asked me, 'No, I was not,' I frowned, 'Well, she was diagnoised when she was 12 years old,' He informed me, 'May I see her?' I asked, 'Of course, but only one at a time,' He smiled. I walked in and over to the bed, I took her hand and interlaced our fingers. That was when she opened her eyes, 'Babe, why did you tell me?' I asked her, 'People think that I am a freak be cause I was suicidal, I didn't want to ruin what we had,' She frowned, 'Y/n you can tell me anythingI would never judge you on it, I love you and I always will,' I smiled, 'I love you too Ashton, and I always will,' She smiled.
Michael: 'WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONE!!' I screamed and punched the wall in anger, I ran downstairs hoping to stop her before she left, but I had no luck, she was already gone, I grabbed my keys and ran out the door after her. Cal's place was only in the next street so it wasn't to far to walk. I ran to Calums hoping that I would find her. As I reached his house I knock on the door and took a step back waiting for someone to answer, 'PIZZA!' I heard y/n yell as she ran to the door and opened it, 'Oh,' She said, her expression went for happy and bubbly to upset and hurt in a split second, 'Whats wrong baby?' I asked, 'You,' she sighed and went to close the door. I stopped the door before it closed, 'Look, y/n I know, that I have been a dick these past few days and I don't want to loose you, you're the best thing that ever happened to me and I don't wanna loose you,' I said, 'Yeah, Michael you've been the worlds biggest dickhead, and I don't know why i still love you, but I do,' she frowned, 'I love you too, and I don't know why you still love me but I'm glad that you do,' I said, 'Im sorry Mikey, but Im staying here the night, its whats best for the both of us,' she said with sorrow in her voice, 'Baby, please please come home,' I begged, 'Mikey, why don't you stay here tonight?' She asked, 'As long as I'm with you baby, I don't care where we are,' I smiled.
A/N:
I am so sorry for not updating, I have had exams and tests and work. I will be updating at least once a week on both of my storys
xx kya-renae
