I woke up to hearing Jack yelling "ANTI-SAM YOU'RE GOING TO BE LATE AGAIN!"
Oh my god his voice is so loud!
Jack yelled again "DON'T MAKE ME COME UP THERE AND GET YOU BABY BOI"!
"AHH! Can't he stop calling me baby boi! For fuck sakes I'm in high school, and he's not my dad Anti is," I said to myself. Anti still hasn't even told me how he is my dad or where I came from other than Sam is my sister.
Geez why doesn't Anti just wake me up instead it's not like he does much around the house anyways. "GIVE ME A MINUTE!" I yelled from my room as I threw on my jacket and put on my shoes since I was already dressed.
I didn't need my backpack for school since I never even pay attention at school, and it's not like it mattered no one cared how I was doing anyways. I grabbed my phone and my headphones since I never go anywhere without them, and I was about to leave until I felt something running down my legs.
"Shit! My bandages!"
I had just put them on my legs last night and they are still leaking blood. If Jack or Anti see this again they won't let me hear the end of this even though Anti has a large cut along his throat. They both are afraid I would do the same as Anti once did to himself on Halloween someday, which I don't get why they are afraid since Anti is still alive.
I ripped off the bandages trying my best not to scream as my hairs were ripped out like they were just waxed, and wrapped up the cuts with a new bandage this time with gauze just in case.
I ran down stairs wiping my tears away to see Jack and Anti arguing like they usually do.
Gosh I wish Sam was here with me like before she went off to college, but she wasn't and I hadn't seen her in a while now. To be honest I hadn't heard from her in a few months now not even a phone call, and she used to check up on me to see how things are going or even just a quick text.
I guess to her I don't matter anymore since she doesn't have to look after me anymore since she has a whole new life now.
A few seconds later I felt something hit me and made me jump and scream, and all I heard was Jack and Anti laughing that I got scared. I must of dozed off again, and it's been happening more frequently than before just like when I was younger.
I picked up a fake spider that was on the floor by my feet. Ugh I hate spiders so much they creep me out every time, and they both know how much I hate spiders.
I threw it at Anti because I knew he'd be the one to so this and yelled "You Fookin Asshole!" before running out the door.
I didn't feel like staying to be lectured again about not cussing since Jack and Anti had already talked to me about it, but I didn't care and started to walk towards the bus stop. As I was walking I put in my ear phones and started to listen to System of a Down with the volume as loud as it could go, and started to sing one of my favorite songs.
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life
And if you go, I wanna go with you
And if you die, I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Life
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
It's a day that I'm glad I survived
I love to listen and sing to this song so much that I forget where I am at or who's all around me that can hear me, but it also reminds me every time how alone I am too.
On the way to the bus stop everyone that always sees me gives me weird looks or starts talking about me like usual.
I know it's never anything good for they usually are saying "there's that freak again'" or "piece of worthless shit" or "just kill yourself" or my favorite "fucking faggot."
It doesn't help that my hair is green like Jack's or Sam's even though it's more dark green like Anti's that makes me stand out even more. I finally made it to the bus stop and it didn't take long for everyone to notice me especially Zack and Brandon.
They always bullied me and beat me up everyday the minute I got to the bus stop, and I just hoped they at least leave me alone for today.
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Lose Yourself - Septiplier
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