how could i love you if you didnt understand
if you didnt accept
if you didnt even like me
how could i love myself if you didnt understand
the way you made me feel
the way you hurt me
how could i be happy if you didnt understand
that i really needed this
that i really needed your support
how could i explain this without bringing on concerns
that i really do hurt myself
that i really do feel this way
i needed this
i needed you
for the past years
i just didnt want to hurt you
but instead when i needed you the most
you hurt me .
you said i will never be what i want to be
i will never have what i want to have
well im sorry
that im not the perfect child
//september 11 , 2017//
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'poems' i write when im sad which is nearly every day //
Poesíathis is just a thing with 'poems' if u can even call them that //may contain sensitive material for some readers \\ i will include trigger warnings if i believe there will be a need for one .
