Good Boy vs Bad Girl | ksj

Chapter 14: I'm what?!

Glancing at the ticking clock on the higher part if the wall which showed that it was 2 in the morning, I looked back down at my sheets of notes which were scattered along the entire table, some on the floor too. Sighing I closed my book and stood up, some cloths which were on the chair fell on the floor.

Not bothering to pick them up, I dragged myself into the bathroom as I looked at myself in the mirror, panda eyes, swollen face, I looked like a living zombie. Well I couldn't care less to be honest. After that night I've been sighing too much, crying at unexpected moments.

I miss him, more than anything right now. I want him to be here with me, to tutor me like the old days. Has he eaten well? Is he asleep? is he stressed from studying? I wish I knew, I really do.

I walked up to bed, my stomach was feeling odd, which made me stop in my tracks as I kept a hand on my lower stomach. Furrowing my eyebrows as I walked up to my desk, talking the small standing calendar, I haven't got my period yet, which was quite odd because at this time of the month I should be getting it.

A yawn escaped my lips lazily as I placed the calendar back down and walked to bed, tucking myself under the sheets as I closed my eyes, I hated going to sleep.

Even though it's something I really need right now, ones I close my eyes all I can visualize is him, smiling, calling my name with the bright smile and awkward laugh.

I want to do my best in this exam, it's all I can do to payback him. I wonder if he thinks about me just like I think about him. I wonder if he has eaten well and is ready for the big exam tomorrow. I could've and would've contacted him but whenever I take my phone into my hand to send him a simple message, Mrs. Kim's voice rings in my ear,

"Because of you Jin will be the one who suffers..remember that"

Making me put down my phone immediately. My eyes were getting blurry again, I sighed and groaned, taking the pillow which was laying next to me as I smashed it on my face.
 

"Get yourself together" I mumbled, my lips against the cover of the pillow.

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"Good morning" mom sang as I walked into the kitchen, fixing my pony tail.

"Morning" I mumbled and dragged the chair out as I sat down.

"Are you ready for the first exam?" she asked as she placed a bowl of rice and side dishes on the table. I nodded in reply. Taking the chopsticks to my hand, I just poked away the rice, not in the mood to eat. "You need to eat well in order to write an exam" she said getting a hold of my chin, turning my head to her as she popped a full spoon of rice into my mouth.

"Moooommm" I whined with a full mouth, she just gave me a quick smile and looked back to her rice bowl. I munched on the food as I heard her say, "okay, say ahhh".

I rolled my eyes and looked away, "I'm not a baby, I can eat on my own" I said stubbornly. "But you're the only baby I have so eat up" she said turning my head and popping another full spoon. Sighing, I just turned towards her so she could feed me, she laughed at my action, making me smile a bit too.

Jin's P.O.V

I took my phone into my hand, going to Y/N's contact. I wanted to type a message, gulping as my fingers pined on the keyboard, I just wanted to say good luck. Just then he door opened making me flinch, "what are you doing? We'll be late" mom said.

"I umm.." I stuttered.

"You're not talking with her, are you?" she asked giving me a narrow stare.