When A Player Falls In love

Chapter 20

It has been a whole weeks since i found out for sure that i was pregnant. I was a little over a month or so.I have been avoiding Austin for all weeks. The day i threw up and went home he came by after work. He spent the night like always. But after that i haven't seen him. he would call so much it was hard to ignore him. I need to tell him, but i don't know how. And I'm scared to tell him. I feel like i'll just cry when i see him. i feel like i will just let everything spill.
It was about 9 pm right now and i was trying to get comfortable. I heard the front door open and shut. Probably my mom or something.

"Jenna?" i heard a deep voice. I jumped up shocked. What is he doing here. He slowly walked in my room. He looked like a mess. His hair was a wreck, his stubble out grown, bags under his eyes and he seemed tired... drained. He held a bunch of red roses in one hand and a huge box of chocolate.

"what are you doing here?" i asked him sitting up in the bed. I pulled the covers closer to me because it was pretty cold. I had on just one of Austin's t shirts that hung off my shoulder.

"I'm here to apologize." he told me with a low husky voice.

"for?" i asked a little confused.

"i don't know! but clearly i did something wrong because you wont come over or even talk to me or spend time with me. I miss you, i don't know what i did but I'm so sorry. I love you so much and i cant think knowing your mad at me or upset. I'm so sorry." he rambled. I giggled as i pulled him closer to me making him sit down on the bed.

"you didn't do anything" i told him. But he wasn't really listening he kept rambling on how much he missed me, how much he loved me and that he was so sorry about what he has done.

"Austin" i whispered as i held his face in my hands. He finally stopped rambling. I missed him so much more then i thought i did. I slowly wrapped my arms around him resting my face in his neck.

"you didn't do anything." i mumbled into his neck.

"then why have you been avoiding me?" he asked as he pulled away from the embrace. I bite my lower lip and pulled him into the bed. I sat down resting my back against the headboard. I was sitting criss cross. Austin sat in front of me. He sat criss cross, his knees touching mine. I had to tell him.

"Austin" i whispered as i slowly looked down at my hands. He reached out and held on to my hands.

"what?" he asked me as he brought my hand up to his face. He slowly kissed my knuckles and hands.

"i need to tell you something" i told him.

"you can tell me anything" he said as he kept my hand in his.

"i... i" i couldn't get it out. How do i just tell him.

"tell me love" he told me as he brought me into his lap.

"I'm... well you know how i threw up that one morning?" i asked him looking down at my hands.

"yeah?" he seemed confused.

"well i know why" i told him.

"why?" he asked me bring my face up to him.

"take a guess" i told him biting my lip. He seemed really confused even more. I took his hand and slowly placed it on my slightly swollen lower belly.
His eyes got wide. He looked up at me.

"your..." he said as his hand still on my lower abdomen.

"pregnant" i whispered. He didn't say anything. He was just looking at me. I felt my heart rate going up. I was falling apart right in front of him.
Out of no where i was enveloped in his warm embrace. His arms where tightly around me. I hugged him back letting the tears finally fall. I held him tightly as i cried into his chest. his arms held me and he rubbed my back. He kept whispering sweet things trying to calm me down.

"i love you" i mumbled into his neck. He has been telling me he loved me for months now but i never could say it back. But it was true, i love him. I loved him so much. I don't want him to leave me.

"what?" he asked as he panicked as he pulled away looking down at me with a shocked looked.

"say it again" he said as he looked at me with a huge smile that grew on his face.

"i love you" i whispered making his smile bigger. He leaned down placing his lips down on my lips. I smiled kissing him back. I felt him slip his tongue in my mouth as he pushed me down. He pushed me down and kissed me hard.

"i love you so much" he mumbled against my lips. He straddled my legs as he pushed my shirt up. His dark eyes where locked on my flat tummy. The lower part was slightly swollen.

"my baby is in there" he whispered as he still looked at it with so much love in his eyes. He leaned down placing small kisses on the swollen part.

"in nine months i'll have my little family." he said kissing it again.

"more like 8" i told him which made him smile even more.

"your a month in?" he asked me.

"yeah"i told him which made him smiled and crawl into the bed next to me.

"whens your next appointment?" he asked me as i hung my leg over him and snuggled into his chest. I held my arms around him cuddling my face into his neck. He held his arms around me, slowly rubbing my lower back.

"a couple weeks" i told him.

"i want to go with you" he told me kissing the top of my head

"why?" i asked him.

"because I'm the father, i have to go... i want to go" he told me.

"okay but tomorrow i want some sonic" i told him as i cuddled to him.

"you my princess can have anything you want" he told me which made me laugh.

"good" i mumbled as i tried to sleep.

"this means we have to move out even sooner" he whispered which made me open my eyes and looked up at him.

"we?" i asked him.

"yeah, us. We are going to move in together" he told me kissing me sweetly.

" I never agreed to this" i teased him.

"too bad you have no choice anymore" he told me. I smiled and cuddled him closer.

"really now" i asked him. I loved him so much.

"all week i couldn't sleep without you. I have been so tired and bothered. I cant sleep without you love." he said as i cuddled him.

"i cant sleep without your cuddles." he whispered to me.

"i cant sleep without you being my pillow" i told him as i pulled him closer.

"god i love you" he mumbled as he held me closer.