Wouldn't Be Alive

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"How convenient of you to barge into my life and then leave like you were never even there..."
                

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I've spent five months bemoaning all that was taken from me. And finally, I learned something...

You can skulk around lamenting over what you've lost, isolate yourself, mourning all you want or you can just move forward. And that's exactly what I did.

{6 months later}

"Hey guys" I whispered as I sat side to Becky.

"Hey sweetness, how have you been" she replied, winking.

"I've been better, anyways you tell me what's up," I asked not paying much attention to Mister Mathew who's teaching us Math.

"Oh... Haven't you heard Drake's throwing a party tonight" she squealed with delight.

"Hi girls, talking sweet, about me" came a voice obviously belonging to Drake.

"You wish Efron" Becky replied and we both started laughing except drake who simply sat down with a pout on his face.

"Anyways, Elizabeth what are your plans for tonight," he asked folding his arms over his chest.

"You mean about the party you didn't tell me about," I asked with an angry face.

"Well, I was technically going to ask you today but I assume Becky has already told you" he replied with furrowed brows.

"I don't know Beckham. You know me. I'm not much of party-lover" I replied pouting.

"But I'll think about it" I replied as the bell rang and we three picked our stuff ready to leave.

"So you're coming to the party tonight?" Becky asked. We're both walking down the hallway.

"I guess so. What about you. And by the way, you're my date" I replied and winked.

"Oh you're so toasted Liz 'cause I'm thinking of you being shagged tonight and I have the best person in my mind" she replied twiddling her eyebrows.

"You're so not" I replied my mouth hung open.

"I so am" she replied I can definitely see that devilish smirk meaning she's up to something.

"With whom" suddenly I remembered she mentioned someone.

"With Jake" she replied closing her eyes taking a long breath.

"Jake aka Jake Paul," I asked not believing for a second.

"But he's so not into me" I replied trying my best to navigate the situation into nada.

"He is, and don't act all innocent, I saw you practically drooling the other day when he walked passed us and flashed you a so very "Looking gorgeous" smile and plus he's drop-dead gorgeous. You're so getting laid tonight. Finally" she replied clasping her both hands together and acting like a happy godmother.

"Who's getting laid tonight" came drake asking all curious.

"Liza is and you were eves dropping again," she asked blowing the dust of her nails.

"Oh..." was his response and sadness on his face didn't go unnoticed by me.

"Ahm..." Becky coughed and he changed the topic.

"I hope she is in good hands here" he replied looking up front.

"Look at you going dad all of a sudden. Give her a break, she needs to have fun and trust me I've bigger plans for her" replied Becky and shushed him away.