rumors | park jimin

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(this chapter is extremely late so I'll be doing a ton of uploading this week, hope you don't mind x )

----Lee Jong Suk ----

I miss her. And I can tell she knows it but she still chooses to be with him. I hate myself for leaving her. If I didn't leave, we would still be together-- we would still be happy. But I left. And there's no changing that. This whole year has felt like I don't belong and I should just get out of her life for good, but I can't. Jesus, I love her so much and it's frustrating. Jimin's so lucky but sometimes he takes her for granted. Your love should always come first, not work. If he knew that being with her would cause problems in his career, then why does he chose to lead her on and make her sacrifice so many things for him when he doesn't do the same? Sometimes I have this urge to take her away from all of this, all of this drama and chaos. Last week she was hurt by a group of racist ass strangers and guess who was there for her? Who took her to the hospital? I did. It seems as if I'm the only one who's there for her and she doesn't even notice it.

I let out a stressed sigh as I stuff my phone in my pocket after notifying Kylie that I would be coming over to get my things to take to my new house. Knowing that she's probably asleep considering how early it is-- for her, of course, I brought my spare key along with me just in case.

Rossi prances her way to me, her tail wagging in excitement as I pick her up from the floor and start up the stairs.

I slowly creep towards her sleeping figure on the bed and wrap my arms around her. Something feels a little peculiar but I ignore it as I bring my leg up over her.

"Good morning, Kylie-" I start but am cut off by a loud gasp. My heart stops when I see Kylie standing in the bathroom doorway, a toothbrush in her mouth.

"Da fuq is this?!" She snatches the toothbrush from her mouth.

"Kylie?" My eyes are wide. There's some movement from under the blanket that causes me to lose balance and fall off of the bed. Jimin pops up from under the blanket, his face flushed in embarrassment. I quickly stumble to my feet as I try to give an explanation.

"Umm, t-this isn't what it l-looks like, w-well it is b-but I thought it was y-you and-" I started but Kylie puts a finger over my mouth.

"Jong Suk...it'a okay if you have a little crush on Chim Chim, he's quite irresistible." She rubs my shoulder, her teeth sunk into her bottom lip  as she tries to hold in her laugh. I look at Jimin and he just shrugs with a sheepish smile plastered on his face.

"Chim Chim wha- it's not like that! And he's nowhere near irresistible!" I wave my hands at him to show her exactly the kind of guy she's dating.

"Yeah! What Jong Suk sai- Wait what?" Jimin contemplates what I just said. His nose scrunched when he realizes my rude, but very true, insult. I do exactly as he did to me and shrug my shoulders, a sheepish smile on my face.

"Hey, let's not argue. It's fine if the two of you like to cuddle. I don't mind." She winks at the both of us and leaves the room. For just that one moment Jimin and I had one thing in common...What the fuck is going on in that girls head?

I follow Jimin out of her room, but stop when I catch sight the pictures with me and her on the wall next to a calendar. All of them were ones we took while we were dating. I pick up my favorite one, the one where I pretended to be a fan at her fan meet and I was yelled at by all of the other male fans when she kissed me on the cheek. That was probably one of the best times we had together, we were official to the world that day. I take my eyes off of the heart wrenching photos and look at the calendar. Something in pink letters catches my eye and I smile to myself.