"Ayo, good morning Logang, what's poppin" Dad yells, while sitting next to my bed. "I'm here with Mackenzie! Say hi Mackenzie!" He says, way too energetic for 8 in the morning. "Goodnight Logang" I say, trying to go back to sleep. "Nope, not today" he says, pulling the warm blankets off of me. "Rude" I say, and roll my eyes. "Sassy" he says, then whispers something to the Logang. I get up and walk to our mini kitchen. Then I start to take out the pancake mix that someone gave us. I make a stack of pancakes for Dad and a few for me. "Hey, um child in the hotel kitchen, umm what are you doing?" Dad asks. "Making breakfast." "What are you making?". "Pancakes, now sit down and eat" "Okay MOM" he says, sitting down at the table. He starts to eat, and does his little weird face thingy. He's so weird. I laugh at him, and then start to eat my pancakes. After I ate, I went to the bathroom to get ready. I shower, pick my outfit, and do my hair.
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Then, dad gets in to the bathroom, while I go on my laptop. I look on YouTube to see, Logang Sucks by Jake Paul. Seriously!? I think to myself. Why would he do that? It makes no sense, It's his BROTHER for God sake. Apparently I started to cry, dad got out of the bathroom, and saw me in tears. "What happened?" He asks. I show him my laptop, and he sighs. "Shh, its ok" he says, soothing me. After I calm down a little bit, he asks me "Why did you freak out about the video?". "Because you guys take each other for granted. When Marissa was alive, I took her for granted, now I can never see her again." I say, starting to cry again, as I thought of my sister.
Flashback
"Mack! Come here, I want to show you something." A 13 year old Marissa called, while I sat on the floor, playing with my D.S. "I'm busy, can't you see that." Seven year old me said.
"Mack! Come on, let's go" fourteen year old Marissa whisper-yelled at me. We were trying to escape. That was the day she died. I tried to grab my D.S on the way out, but I made too much noise. They woke up, and saw Marissa at the door with her bag. They beat her badly, then, one final blow to the head. She died in front of me. She died BECAUSE of ME.
Flashback over
I'm crying even harder than I was before. Dad's still comforting me. Me in his arms crying, him confused, but trying to help.
Logan's POV:
I wonder what's going on with Mackenzie, she just started crying when Jake posted his video. I know her sister was practically murdered by her parents, but I feel like there's something I'm missing. For now, I'm going to focus on making her happy. That means I have to talk to brother Jake. Her cries settle, and she looks up at me. I kiss her forehead, and she wipes her now red eyes. I decide to break the silence. "We have a free day, what do you want to do?". "I don't know, what's around?" She asks, thick voiced. "Let me look" I say, getting up, to go to my phone and look for something to do. She walks to the bathroom, probably to wash her face.
Mackenzie's POV:
Dad goes to look for something for us to do, and I go to the bathroom, to wash my face. After I wash my face, I see Dad's shaving set on the bathroom counter. I see a sharp blade, and turn it over in my hand a few times. Then, I pull my sleeve up, and glide the blade across my arm, letting all my emotions out in the process. Marissa, Jake, The Logang, Mecca, Ms.Neg. I go to cut one more time, but I hear, "What are you doing?" Shit. Dad takes the blade out of my hand, and puts it back on the counter. "Why?" He says, while pulling my sleeve further up, gently. I start to sob again, and I see a few tears slip from his eyes. He picks me up, places me on the counter, away from the blade, and starts to clean my cuts. He tries to stop the bleeding, but it wouldn't. I cut too deep. That was the deepest I've ever cut before. I start to feel light headed, and Dad notices. He holds me steady, then picks me up, it starts off hazy, then everything went black.
Logan's POV:
Mackenzie starts to look dizzy, so I prop her up, then I pick her up, and decide to take her to the hospital. By the time I reach the front of the hotel door, she passes out completely. I called an ambulance earlier, so by the time I got out of the hotel, they were there. The EMTs put her on the stretcher and wheeled her into the ambulance. I got in the back with her, and we headed for the hospital. "How did this happen?" One EMT asked, while the others worked on Kenzie. "She cuts herself, I just found out today, she was emotional about something that went on in her past, and went to the bathroom. I found her cutting herself with my razor blade, from my shaving kit." "How old is she?" "She's 14" "Date of birth?". "October 2nd.". "Name?". "Mackenzie Paul". "Anything else we should know?". "Yeah, she's my adopted daughter, I adopted her 10 days ago". " Ok, anything else?". "Umm, yeah, one thing, her biological father, apparently him, and his wife beat their older daughter to death. He's still out there, we saw him recently" "Where?". "A trampoline park in L.A" We reach the hospital, and they wheel Kenzie to surgery. I tried to go behind her, but they stopped me. A nurse took me to a waiting room, and I decided to let everyone know that Mackenzie's in the hospital.
L: Logan. J: Jake
J: Hello?
L:Hey Jake
J: hey Logey, you sound sad, what happened?
L: Kenz... I start to sob
J: What happened to Mackenzie?
L: Sh- she's in th-the hospital
J: Why? What happened? Where are you?
I remember why she got upset, and it made me mad, so I hung up. A few seconds later, my phone goes off. Jake texted me.
Brother Jakey: Wtf bro? Y did u hang up??
I leave him on read, when the doctor comes into the waiting room. "Mackenzie Paul?" He says, I get up and he leads me to a room, where Mackenzie's asleep, her hair a mess, in a hospital gown. The large bed makes her look tiny. It automatically brings tears back to my eyes. She's hooked up to a few wires, and machines. I sit in a chair next to her, and I start full on crying. The doctor speaks to me about her condition, they had to do surgery on her arm, and they finally stopped the bleeding. She should wake up soon. After the doctor leaves, I calm down and decide to let the Logang know that there won't be a vlog. It hurts me to have to let them down, but I have to do it for Mackenzie. I finish tweeting, and I instantly get comments.
Logan Paul ✔ :
I'm so sorry, but due to a family emergency, I won't be posting a vlog today. I will post my vlog from yesterday when I get a chance. Don't forget to be a Maverick. I love you all.
I turn my phone off, and hold Kenzie's hand. "I'm so sorry" I whisper. Suddenly, I feel a squeeze on my hand. She's waking up! Her eyes open, and she looks around. "Where am I?" She asks "The hospital, you passed out" "Oh" she falls asleep again, and I join her. We spend the night in the hospital, eating hospital food, and watching TV.
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I updated. This is the saddest thing I've ever written. Hopefully you guys enjoyed the drama. I want to thank KaitlynN23476 for giving me the idea of Logan finding out about her cutting.
