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Death in My Family

We went to my boyfriend's Aunt's funeral yesterday. She was a fun person to know. She could spice up a mundane event like no other. Her kids have inherited that ability so it is not lost.

My uncle passed away in May.

Boyfriend's Grandma died three years ago.

Both my grandmother's have passed away.

A cousin and many other family members who I wasn't close to or whatever.

It is a normal part of life but it still is hard to watch people you know to through it. I don't know what it is like to lose a sibling. I hope to God I won't have to know what that is like until I am ancient.

It hurts going to these events in a selfish way. I was never close to my extended relatives. People enjoy and remember their cousins, aunts, uncle's in a positive way.

It is not that way for me and my siblings. We were outcasts for something we weren't around for & they never explain.

At one point an aunt snapped at me and my sisters. Then dragged my Dad in trying to accuse him of trying to skip out on child support.

Except he didn't. There was never any I'll regards to having to pay it. He was only ever upset that he couldn't see my brother and when he couldn't pay it. He hated not being able to pay it.

But why attack my sister? Cos she was over weight and put up a revealing pics on Facebook LOL. It was accidental but they always jump on her when she does things like that. My sister is an. Adult... So it's always weird when they think they have a say in her life.

I don't agree with everything she does. But I don't shove my nose into her business LOL