Be A Father Not A Dad

Running into him

I Pulled Up Too The Mall And Got Kayla Out She Was Asleep so I Know She Gone Be Mad When I Wake Her Up I Opened The Other Side Of The Car Door And Grabbed Kayla

" Come On Kayla " I Said Getting Her Out The Car seat

" Mommy No " She Said Whining

" Kayla Stop Now Come On Lets Go " I Said

She Finally Got Out I Put Her In The Stoller Along With Her Cup This Lil Girl Is So Grumpy When She Wake Up Just Like Her Daddy. I Walked In The Mall And Went Inside Forever 21 I Ran Into Jessica My Bestfriend She Had A Son Name Zay Also From Kentrell Home Boy Ben Jessica Also From Louisiana I Bought This Cute Skirt With This Crop Top And Some Heels And Accessories I Walked Out With Jessica And We Went Too The Ice Cream Shop I Got Kayla A Cookie Dough Ice Cream And Me A Root Beer Float . I Went Too A Table And Sat Down I Wait On Jessica Too Come Sit Down

" So Girl What's Been Really Up ?" she Asked

" Girl Nothing School and Taking Care Of This Spoiled Brat " I Said

" Where Is Kentrell ? he Needs Too Be There Too " Jessica Told Me

" Girl Kentrell Is Living The Good Life He Famous He Isn't Thinking Of Her " I Told Her

" And You Not Implying That Either Miayah Kentrell Helped Make That Little Girl Not Just You , You Didn't Wake Up The Next Morning And Say Oops I Got Myself Pregnant You And Kentrell Made Her I Understand Dre Is Attached Too Kay Just As Well As She Is Attached Too Him But She Needs Too Know Who Kentrell Is Before it's Too Late " Said Jessica

" I Tried Too Tell Dre That Early But He Wasn't For That " I Said

" It's Not What Dre Want Its What Kayla Needs " She Told Me

I Sat Back And Thought About What Jessica Told Me It's Not About Dre Its About My Daughter And Kayla Needed Too Know Who Kentrell Was I Looked Too The Side And Heard A Crowd Of People Screaming Young Boy Young Boy Him 33 Montana Ben And Ken Was Coming Around The Corner I Got Up And Was About Too Walk Of Until I Bumped Into Too Ben

" Watch Where You Going Next Time Hoe " Said Ben

" Fuck You Bitch Fake Ass " I Screamed

I Then Seen Kentrell And The Others Coming My Way I Moved Quickly And Walked Outside Jessica Stayed Behind So Ben Can See His Son . I Put Kayla In Her Car seat And Got Inside I Cranked My Car And Started My Way Home I Sat In The Car For Minute So I Can Gather My Thoughts then I Felt Myself Crying It Wasn't Fair That My Child Was Being Treated Like A Outcast It's Just I Know Deep Down Inside Kentrell Knows That Kayla Belongs Too Him . I Was Interrupted Out Of My Thoughts By My Brothers Jamal And Rooty I New They Was About Too Question Why I Was Crying .

" Wassup ? What's The Tears For ?"They Asked As I Got Out The Car

" Come On Grab Kay I Will Tell Y'all When I Get Inside " I Said Walking Too My Door Step

I Unlocked The Door And Put Me And Kayla Stuff Down ( I Went Too A Different Mall Too Get Kayla Stuff I Didn't Wanna Run Into Them Again )

" So Tell Us Wassup ?" Asked Rooty

" I Ran Into Kentrell In The Mall Today And Ben Called Me A Hoe Man I'm Just Tired I Want Kentrell Too Step Up And Be A Dad Too My Daughter" I Told Them

" Kentrell Only 22 He Can't Handle Another Kid " Said Rooty

" Rooty I Don't Care I Didn't Make Kay By Myself I Took The Role Of Mommy By Myself The Only Daddy She Know Of Is Dre She Needs Too Know Kentrell " I Said

" Sis Listen I Know What You Saying But If He Not Trying You Need Too Stop Trying Too And Just Move On "Said Jamal

" I Can't I Need Too Put A End Too This " I Said

I Walked Upstairs Too Check On My Daughter She Was Laying Down In My Bed Of Course Watching Paw Patrol . I Walked Back Down Stairs Rooty And Jamal Was Leaving As Dre Was Coming In Rooty And Jamal Dapped Dre Up And They Left Dre Looked At Me And I Tried Too Make It Seem Like I Wasn't Crying But Dre New Me Like A Book So He New When I Was Crying

" What's Wrong ?" He Asked

" I Ran Into Kentrell And His Gang Today In The Mall " I Said

" What I Told You About That Man I'm Kayla Daughter And That's All Too It " Dre Said

" Dre She Need Too Know Who Young Boy Is ! " I Yelled I Shocked Myself Because I Never Called Kentrell Young Boy And Now Dre Know Who Kentrell Is

" Fuck Him He Ain't Been Here From Jump So Stop Trying Too Force Him Too Be " Dre Said

" Dre You Don't Understand I Admire The Bond You And Kay Has But She Needs Too Bond With Kentrell "I Said

And Before I Could Get A Response From Him I Felt A Sharp Pain I Should Have Warned Y'all That Dre Is A Bruisive and If You Talk About A Top For Too Long He Will Get Mad Kentrell Never Hit Me When Kentrell Was Getting Mad At Me He Walks Out. but Anyways I Felt A Blow For Blow A Slap For Slap My People's Don't Know Cause I Hide It With Make Up Or Either I Lie And Say I Fell .But After A While The Blows Stopped I Laid There Motionless As Heard My 3 Year Old Cry Out Too Me And It Wasn't Nothing I Could Do about It . After A While Of Crying And Throwing Up Blood I Got Up And Rinsed My Mouth Out My Arms And Legs Was Bruised And My Left Arm Was Damn There Blue I Opened The Door And Seen Kayla Laying At My Door Sleep I Picked Her Up Knowing I Was In Pain I Layed Her On The Bed And Pat Her Back Too Sleep I Grabbed My Bra Some Jogger Pants And A Tank Top And Went Too Go Soak My Body In Some Hot Water And Cried Damn The Crazy Shit You Do For Love .