Be A Father Not A Dad

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I Fell Asleep On The Hard Floor I Woke Up Too A Floor Full Of Mail From Ben My Mom My Sister My Brother Montana Layla . I Opened The Letter From Layla And Read It

Layla Letter : Dear Kentrell,I am Really Sorry About What I Told You And About What I Did I Know You Was Expecting Me Too Be There For You But I Had So Much Going On I Didn't Wanna See You Like That Me And Jaylen Isn't Together But I Still Wanna Talk Too You So Please Write Me Back I Miss You So Much .

I Didn't Think She Was Sincere About That So I Crumples It Up I Picked Up My Mom Letter And I Opened It .

Mom Letter : Dear Son, I Know You Was Looking Forward Too Me And your Sister Coming Too See You. I Got Caught Up Working And I Forgot And Kendra Was Pissed At Me We Miss You Man Stay Outta Trouble Cause I Would Hate For Them Too Set Your Timing Back Ps Ken Got Kicked Outta School
#FreeNBAYOUNGBOY #AIYoungBoy you Will Be Home soon

My Mama A Fool With With It But That's My Go Too Lady I Love Her To Death after Reading All The Letters The Guard Opened The Door And It Was My Punk Ass So Called Daddy How You Suppose Too Be A Father When You Leave Your kids Behind It Takes A Boy Too Make A Baby But It Takes A Man Too Raise One .

" Say Man What You Want ?" I Asked

" Can We Talk ?" He Asked

" Nah Ion Wanna Talk Too You I Don't Even Much Like You If You Wanna Get Technical " I Said

" Listen I Know I Hurt You But please Let Me Be There For You , Your Still My Son " He Told Me

" Nah I Belong Too Baton Rouge 3800 Block Cause That's Who Raised Me You Aint My Father .. You Just Another Nigga That Come Around Make A Baby And Leave I Helped Mama Raise Kendra And Ken I Made It Happen For Us Not You Mama Was Working Three Jobs Too Make Ends Meet " I Said

" Son I was Scared " He Blurted Out

" Scared ? Scared Of What You A Grown Ass Man You Had Done Mad Two Kids My Sister Didn't Deserve Too Be Father Neither Did Ken But You Did That You Wasn't Scared When You Got My Mama Pregnant Not Once Not Twice But Three Times i Been In And Outta Jail Since I Was 13 If You Wasn't There Then Don't Be Here Now , Should Have Tried Being A Father First Rather Then Trying Too Live The Lavish Life " I Said

I Can Tell Her New The Hurt In My Voice Because My Face Started Getting Red and Tears Started Too Form Again But I Dried Them Up Before They Could Fall .

" Kentrell Listen They Letting You Out The Box Today I Talked Too The Warden " He Told Me

" Oh Now All Of A Sudden You Wanna Be Here For Me Nah Im Good I Lie It In The Box " I Said

" Son I Love You " He Told Me

" Yeah ? Only My Father Would Tell Me That But You Just A Man That Make Babies And Leave Them Too Go Live The Lavish Life " I Said

He Walked Out And Looked At Me One Last Time I Knew I Was Being Hard on Him But What Do You Expect This Man Left My Mama Too Raise Three Kids On Her Own If It Wasn't For Me Slanging Dope With Ben And Three three And This Rap Shit We Wouldn't Be Here Today . The Door Unlocked And It Was A Different Guard . He Told Me Too Step Out The Box And I Did As I Was Told He Told Me That I Had Court Later On Today For What Happened And Too See if I Had Too Be Charged For That Or Will They Drop The Charges I Was Praying They Did Something God Please Send Me A Sign If I'm Going Home Or Not .