A/N:
So like...I KNOW that I made You Love I(the 1st book) but I soon got rid of it. Bc it was crap XD anyways...here's the"new and improved" *whispers:also the title is a TØP reference*
In your childhood You met a boy with no eyes,he was quite the...
A/N: This chapter could hurt you. I suggest listening to Goner while reading this.
YOUR POV:
I was going over to Edd's because I left my F/C hoodie. Yes. I have multiple hoodies.
I got dressed:
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THOSES SHOES🖤🖤🖤
I walked down stairs to Katelyn. "Where the heck did Katelyn go?" I shrugged it off and walked to Edd's.
Outside I saw The guys looking sad and Katelyn about to cry. Tom. Well...looked like he was happy?
"What's going on?" I asked. Edd looked at me. "Tord's leaving." Was all he said. I was shocked. "YOUR LEAVING AGAIN?!" I yelled tearing up. Tord looked at me in questioning way. "What do you mean a-"
"STOP BEING SO STUPID!" I yelled through tears. Tord looked at the guys. "You left me...in highschool...you left me summer of Sophomore year!" I yelled now crying. Tord looked upset. "I-I forgot about t-"
"JUST SHUT IT! YOU DIDNT EVEN CARE WHAT HAPPENED TO ME! YOU WERE OFF IN NORWAY DOING YOUR OWN THING!"
Tord looked hurt.
"Y/N...it was an-"
I then ran off.
I couldn't deal with the depression again. When Tord left the first time I picked up the Habit of smoking,drinking and cutting.
I ran to my room locking the door. I slid down the door. I pulled my knees to my chest and started sobbing.
HOUR LATER
I stopped crying a little and looked my wrist. The scars weren't noticeable that much.
When I started cutting,smoking and drinking the guys never knew about it. That's how I distance myself from then.
I stood up and walked over to window. I peaked out of it and saw Edd,Matt,Tom and Katelyn walking into their house.
I sighed.
"Why did you leave me again Tord..." I whispered.
I looked over at my side table. I walked over to it.
I opened a drawer and saw my alcohol,cigarettes and knife.
I picked up the knife.
I shivered picking it up.
I unlocked my door. I walked over to my desk and wrote a note for anyone who found me.
"Tord,where ever your going...be safe. I will miss you. Edd good luck with Nova. Katelyn I love you as a friend. Matt keep being you. And Tom...I love you...and...
I'm sorry."
I took my last breathe and the pointed the knife at my heart and stabbed my self.
