Celeste Pov;
Pain.
Hurt.
Heart ache.
Broken.
Weak.
That's all I have felt ever scence me and Dolph split up. I've never cried so much in my entire life.
I hate this feeling so much. But, no matter what this pain is never gonna go away because after all of this I am still in love with Nicholas Theodore Nemeth.
And even if I tried to get over him I would still have to see him at work and that makes it ten times harder. But, Johns been a great friend. He checks in me everyday to see how I am doing.
And I think he's really sweet, Nice and a bit cute. Ugh, what am I thinking I just got out of a relationship. I don't think Johns cute. I am just hurt and confused. I honestly don't even no what I what at this point.
Then I heard a knock at Johns hotel room and yes I am still staying at Johns hotel. I enjoy seeing john a lot. I just feel so comftorable here. Even tho I have looked like shit for the past week. He hasn't judged me.
I haven't bothered to do my hair all week. It looks like a birds nest. I don't even bother to do my makeup. I stay in my pajamas all day with my robe on. I wear my pok-a-dot slippers. I think I have gone threw over a million boxes of tissues. All I do is listening to Adele CD's , which make me cry more. pBut, threw out it all Johns here.
I dragged my self up and looked in the mirror I looked terrible I sighed at the sight of me. I finally got to the door and opened it to see.
Nicholas Nemeth aka The person who broke me!!
"Hi, Cel." He said sadly. I saw the sadness on his eyes. "Hi, Nick is there a reason you here?" I said. "Yes, we need to talk." He said. "Come in." I said as I moved over so he can come in.
I scanned his body and he look the same as me but, in a boyish way. His ocean blue eyes were as puffy as my hazel eyes. He sat down on the couch.Were I joined him.
"Celeste, I just want you to know I am a mess without you and I never in a billion years meant to ever hurt you. Yeah, I did kiss AJ and there's no excuse for me to get out of it. But, AJ is my ex and I don't no what got into my head. I sorry and hope we can start over. I miss you. I miss waking up to your beautiful face, Your hazel eyes looking into mine, and Are lips moving in perfect harmony. Your laugh every time I made a joke." He said.
That made honestly made my heart melt. My mind is saying i still love him and I should take him back because people do make and his mistake was cheating on me. But then, my heart is telling me I love him but, it's shattered in a million pieces and it's all because he cheated on me and if he really loved me he would have never cheated on me. And his cute face is right in front of me. And it just makes my decision 10x harder. "Should I take him back? Or should I not ?" I keep asking myself this question over and over again in my mind.
I finally made up my mind and spoke "Dolph I still love you----" I began to say but then he cut me off. "Celeste I still you too! I am just happy we can start over. Celeste I don't know what I would do without you." He said as he tried to kiss me but, I turned my head.
He then looked at me weird. "Dolph you didn't let me finish I love you but, I am just not ready to start over. You cheated on me how can I just start over and act like nothing happend?!" I said. I walked to the door where he followed me. "I understand your desecion but, just know I am gonna do whatever it takes to get you back." He said. He kissed my lips softly. "Good bye Nick!" I said as he began to walk out the door.
I shut the door and slid down it and began to cry my eyes out. It took ever last bit in me to say no. I still love him and I did want to start over but, I knew I couldn't. I couldn't just take him back and act like nothing happened. But I made the right desicion but, yet I'm still here crying and broken hearted. Then I heard a nock a the door. "who is it." I said with my voice choked up. "Its John" John said. I got up still crying and opened the door.
John saw me crying and immediately hugged me tightly. "John, he came and asked if w-w-we could get back together a-a-and it took all of me to say No.!" I said stuttering. "I am proud of you." he said kissing my forehead.
"But, Kaitlyn you have to stop crying all day everyday about him. I know it hard not to but trust me I've been in your shoes it pretty hard but, crying dosen't help you are and need to go take a shower, dress nice, laugh, and have fun because I'm taking you some where you have an hour to get ready beautiful." He said with a wink as I got in the shower and he got in the other on but, John was right. I don't need to stop crying it dosen't help me it just makes me feel more terrible. So I am gonna go where ever he take me and have fun. Johns been amazing. And I am lucky to have him as a friend.
I wonder where he's taking me?
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Sorry for the shortness :/
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