Differences

~4~

Lucas P.O.V

After I left Izabelle house

I was in the car just chilling. At first, i sped away from her house with anger filled inside me. But after a couple of seconds, i stopped and began to chill. I realize there was no point in driving so fast to no where. I sure as hell was not about to go home to my bitch ass parents and siblings. So until i figured out what the fuck to do with myself. I was just gonna sit here and think and text random people.

To Jamil🤘🏽
Tell me how i got into a argument with my girl💔. Where you at though?

From Jamil🤘🏽
Damn... but I'm @ Janae house.

To Jamil🤘🏽
Ask Janae if i can come over

From Jamil🤘🏽
Ight, hold on

From Jamil🤘🏽
She said yhu good to come ova

To Jamil🤘🏽
I'll be over there in 20 for the most.

I sped over to Janae house. As i was on my way driving there, Izzy just overtook my mind. I shouldn't have yelled at her, i shouldn't have said those things to her. All over what, because i was going to hurt her just to find out the truth to my pride.

She doesn't even want me calling her izzy or baby or anything. Will she even forgive me? Why did i even agree to this thing with Janae? She cares for me through as fucked up as i am. I just hope i didn't give her a panic attack. That would break me, knowing my own stupidity i guess would break her like that. I didn't know what to do when i had just lost my best friend.

I tried to clear my head of these thoughts and not look as i was just upset. I didn't even realize that i had pulled up to Janae house but i got out the car and walked to her front door. I ringed the doorbell waiting for her to answer it and, when she did i walked inside of her house.

"Hey Janae, where Jamil?" I asked her as i walked over to her couch and took a seat.

"Hey, you never come over so something's up. Better spill the tea fam!" Janae can be so damn aggravating sometimes i swear. But she was family none the less to me.

" A nigga just can't come and say hi" I chuckled just to get her annoyed.

Janae rolled her eyes and then Jamil came into the living room.

"Wassup fam" Jamil asked me

" I don't know to be honest with you" I sighed then gave him a look saying 'lets talk in private'.

So we both walked to the door and, closed it behind us after ignoring Janae saying "Where the hell y'all going?"

"What's wrong with you dawg? for real, and don't even lie?
" Jamil asked me straight up.

" My girl, I can't get her off my mind and i feel terrible bruh" I sighed again.

" Who's your girl?" He questioned.

"Have you seen the new girl at school yet? It's the same girl Janae going after." I explained to him as i realized maybe i shouldn't go through with this thing with Janae.

" Oh her? Lul mama bad. Is she single?" Nigga looked like he was dreaming about my girl.

I smacked his dumbass upside his head twice.

"Nigga can we go back to me?" I yelled in his face.

" Yea but all jokes aside, is she single? " I looked at this nigga like he was stupid as fuck.