INEFFABLE

His

YAY I CHANGED THE TITLE!
I changed the title because I don't think it held enough meaning.. it was just too.. meh. I want this book to be a novel in which people read and enjoy over and over again. I want them to share this with friends and take pride in reading it.

So, I feel like "His Muse" was over rated.. welcome to, "INEFFABLE"!

Also a heads up, there will be a time skip!

The key is to remember when they were talking about the waterpark for the "getting to know your dance group" activity.

Anyways, once again.. I love you all and cya laterrrr

K bye

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I rush out of the train my bags plummeting to the ground in a loud thump. My bags leave my grasp as I bolt to him.

I wrap my arms around his tall frame and my legs wrap around his waist. His nose is nuzzled into my neck. We breathe in each others scent.

I feel content. He makes me feel content. Safe.

Then my world turns upside down as the sky darkens. The world around me plummets into a dark despair world without happiness.

Everything is like a dark hazy dream.

His embrace is no longer warm. It is no longer.. mine. I hear a poof sound and my eyes now open. Then over his shoulder my eyes lead me to a girl. Her skin is mostly bare as thin straps of cloth cover her.

I am dropped from his comforting hold. His eyes look at me in disgust as he walks away from me and towards the girl.

Buzz. Buzz. Buzz.

He grips her face between his large hands that used to be mine. His lips that he used to claim mine as his, were now claiming.. hers. Once he left the kiss her lipstick was smudged and a smirk engraved on her face.

Buzz. Buzz. Buzz

The one boy I ever loved, didn't love me anymore. He cheated on me. Broke me. Broke the already broken girl.

Buzz. Buzz. Buzz.

His blonde hair blew in the wind as the world got impossibly darker. His sapphire eyes staring into mine. Challenging me. Killing me. Inside and out.

Buzz. Buzz. Buzz.

My body jolted out of bed faster than lightening. I looked around my dorm realizing where I am. I let out a sigh of relief as reality struck that I was just reliving that horrid day.

I look over my left shoulder to see my phone was buzzing. I let out a groan in annoyance and glance at Aspen's bed.

Her bed was empty and un-made like usual. The un-made part. She usually slept in the dorm.

I loop my legs over the edge of my bed the duvet gracefully falling towards the floor. I look at my phone is buzzing and pick it up without a second thought.

"What do you want?" I said in the nicest voice I could muster. I tried to sound decent but I'm sure I sounded like an old man though.

"Well isn't someone excited that we are going to the waterpark today?" Fionna's voice seemed chirpy- which I wasn't used to coming from her. Usually she's all fiery and has enough sarcasm to give to everyone at least once in their lifetime. Not fan-girly.

"Wait- what day is it?" I grumble standing up from my hard as a rock bed. My feet slap the floor as my shorts un-ride up.

"Saturday." She states mater-of-factly. I swear all the blood rushed out of my face. My tan skin was now replaced by a cold ghost-like face that I can call my own.