Comments... | Pha x Yo {ON HOLD}

2b

Kit's Point Of View
I woke up in Ming's arms. I smiled, and he caught me.
"My wife loves me so much." He said and ran his hand through my hair.
"In your dreams." I told him.
It's been years, yet I've only told him that I loved him once. He's said it to me countless amount of times, so I don't know why I can't say it. I really do love him, despite him annoying me half of the time.
"You mustn't remember what happened last night. Someone was itchy." He told me.
I rolled out of his arms and lifted up the covers. I looked at my boxers and saw that I was hard.
"Your still itchy I see." Ming teased.
"Not for you." I told him and sat up.
I started walking into the bathroom, but Ming wrapped his arms around me from the back. Both of us still in our boxers.
He placed his head on my shoulder and whispered in my ear.
"Want your husband to take care of itch for you?" Ming offered.
"Idiot!" I said and hit him on the head.
He backed away from me and went into the bathroom, with the door open. He brushed his teeth and then put on a pair of sweatpants and an oversized jacket. He then sat on the bed.
"Kit." He called my name, sounding serious.
"Hm?" I said and grabbed a shirt.
"I love you. A lot." Ming said, still sounding serious.
"I know, you tell me daily." I told him.
"Do you love me?" He asked.
I couldn't say yes. I don't know why I'm so weird with love.
"Once again, in your dreams." I said, sounding extremely cold. I walked into the bathroom and brushed my teeth.
Ming stayed silent. I put on sweatpants and sat down next to him. I held his hand out. I placed mine on top of his hand and intertwined our fingers. He looked at me, dull.
"Kit. I really love you. Do you hate me?" He asked.
"Of corse I don't hate you." I told him and kissed his hand, still not being able to say those three little words.
"But you don't love me either." He said and walked out of the room.
My heart physically and emotionally hurt. I hit myself in the face, angrily. At least I wasn't hard anymore.
"Kit why couldn't you just say it?" I asked myself. "Go downstairs and tell him."
I ran downstairs and looked for him. I couldn't find him so I looked outside. I saw him drive away. I sighed and went back inside. I walked back upstairs and grabbed my phone.
I checked my text messages.
I love you💕
Okay.
Of corse, he said he loved me and I didn't say it back. I decided to call him. He answered right away.
"Hello? Kit, what's wrong?" He asked, still sounding dull.
"I-I- can you go to the store? We're out of milk f-for coffee." I told him, still not being able to bring myself to say it.
"Of corse." He said and hung up.
Every time I'm on the phone with him, he says he loves me and then hangs up. I really screwed up.
I swiped through all of my apps, passing the time. I stared at the camera app and got an idea. I put my phone on a camera stand, so that I wouldn't have to hold it.
I looked at myself on the screen. My acne was showing, my hair was a mess, my lips looked chapped and I looked like a ghost. I put on makeup, lip balm, and fixed my hair.
I pressed the record button.
"Ming. Er, I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean what I said. I really do l-l you know. I can't bring myself to say it. But I do. I'm so sorry I couldn't say it." I said and stopped the recording.
Somehow, I still managed to skip the word love. I'm such a bastard. I sent it to him anyways.
I waited for him to watch it. I put my phone down and laid back. I got a text from Ming as soon as I laid down. I grabbed my phone and shot up. I looked at the text message.
Okay.
Was all he said. I felt tears in my eyes. I let them fall onto my phone screen.