Comments... | Pha x Yo {ON HOLD}

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Forth's Point Of View
"Forth! Wake up!" Beam yelled.
I woke up, with a major hangover, and Beam not in our bed. He hasn't slept next to me in months. We haven't been on good terms ever since that day.
*Flashback
"HOW COULD YOU KISS HER?" I asked, angrily.
"I'm confused! I don't know if I like men or women!" Beam exclaimed.
"You've been with me for all of these years, and now you're telling me that you're still confused?" I yelled.
"You're the only man I've ever been with! How am I not supposed to be confused?!" Beam yelled back.
"Were you attracted to her?" I asked, calmed down but still angry.
"I-I don't know." Beam told me.
"Well why don't you go sleep with her?!" I said, raising my voice again.
"Maybe I will." Beam told me and walked out of the front door.
End of flashback*
I was honestly in the wrong. I know what it's like to be confused with your sexuality. I used to think I was straight. I shouldn't have yelled at him nor got angry at him just because he was confused.
But he was in the wrong also. He should've told me that he was confused before kissing another. And he admitted that he slept with her on that day.
Beam and I's relationship has been like this for months. We've only been acting like we were happy in front of our friends since we didn't want to bring down their mood. Plus it wouldn't help since Pha and Yo are getting married.
I pressed my hands on my face. Beam walked in and grabbed some clothes.
"Are we going to be like this forever?" I asked Beam.
Beam looked at me. I could tell that this hurt him too.
"Unless we break up." He said and looked away from me.
He took his clothes and left the room. I got out of bed and took off my clothes, except my boxers. Beam walked in the room again and looked at me from head to toe subconsciously.
"O-oh, sorry. I forgot to grab socks." Beam said, grabbed his socks, and rushed out of the room.
I got dressed and walked into the bathroom. I brushed my teeth and did my hair.
"Forth! Your going to be late for work!" Beam yelled.
Despite our situation, we still take care of each other. He still reminds me when it's time to go to work or wake up, I still cook for him and etc.
"Alright." I yelled back.
I grabbed my things and looked for my car keys. I couldn't find them, and j needed to be on the road.
Beam walked into the living room, where I was, and handed me my car keys. I thanked him and walked out.
I stood in front of the door for a second, but walked back in, taking off my shoes. Beam looked at me. I walked up to him and kissed him.
I didn't care that we were fighting. I still needed him. Surely this was eating him up inside like it was for me.
He started to kiss me back, with tongue, and I pinned him against the wall, our lips still attached. I slid my hands under his shirt and we made our way on the couch. I hovered over him, still kissing, and he began unbuttoning my shirt.
I pulled off his shirt and kissed his neck. He wrapped his arms around me, and I carried him to the room. I tossed him gently on the bed and sat on top of him again.
He took off my belt and threw it on the floor. I tugged on his pants and pulled them down, exposing his boxers and part of his hips. I pulled the covers over us and we continued kissing.