How To Be A Wolf (Zarry)

forgive me or leave me

"Hello zayn"zayn hears a familiar voice say as soon as he exit's the bathroom

"Yes mom I'm alright I know what you really want to know"zayn says with a smile

"Are you sure no sickness no pain or anything"Trisha asks

"Yes mom I'm fine"zayn states with a fake smile Trisha winces at how forced it looked

"I have tried my best zayn I tried to talk to him but he is not bulging i don't know what to do anymore I don't want to lose you I can't lose you" Trisha sobs

"Mom I know it's okay"zayn says he closes his eyes trying to stop the tears he smiles at her

"Its not okay don't you get it zayn your dying very soon  tomorrow is the full moon I can't watch it happen aren't you scared I know that smile is fake stop hiding your emotions "Trisha states crying she wanted her son to stop hiding his emotions he me needs to let it out

"I love him I don't know why he can't accept me I'm I a bad omega I'm I ugly he hates me its not fair mom is something wrong with me" zayn asks in a broken tone making his mother cry more as she pulls the boy into a tight hug the both of them crying now

"Nothing is wrong with you baby harry is just confused"Trisha says

" he rejected me already"zayn says with a sniff

"Baby"Trisha says softly

"I feel like my soul has been ripped apart my wolf is silent to silent"zayn confesses

"Zayn"his mother says in broken tone

"I'm just tired I want to sleep mom can you go"zayn says he doesn't want to talk anymore

"No"Trisha says sternky

"Mom seriously I just want to be alone"zayn says weakly

"I can't leave you alone" Trisha yells she is scared that this could be goodbye

"Help" zayn wolf linked voice said through the pack link and suddenly they were footsteps to many footsteps soon the door opened almost every pack member file inside making zayns eyes widen he actually only wanted to link with his father but this is okay too the pack started to shower I'm in question.

"Are you okay"

"What's wrong

" zayn*

"You asked for help"

"Wait you called for help you didn't tell me"Trisha asks in a hurt son

"Please just everyone shut up" zayn says his voice booms the authority seeping through it just like he normally did making everyone shut up

"I'm sorry that I won't be able to lead the pack I'm sorry that I won't be boe to become a Luna I'm sorry that I'm not a good omega"

" zayn no"

"To anyone i have hurt in the past I'm sorry I hope you forgive me I'm going to miss everyone single one of you"

" zayn don't you dare say it"

"That what I am going to die I can't stop it Louis tomorrow is the fool moon I just wanted to see your face before my time"

"Your not dying you can not die"

"Louis"

"Zayn please"

"Louis its going to be okay I will still be watching over you I would be with you"

"Its not going to be the sane

"Can't someone else mate with you "Louis crys

"They can"

"Then why don't you mate with anyone

"No I'm a rejected wolf destiny already calls in it rejected child"

"Zayn"

"Liam can't you do it "

"No I don't want liam"

"Zayn"

"Enough I don't want to talk about it Louis everyone please go"zayn says turning away from the crowd the pack members stared at him in pity some where in tears even the big strong pack members fighters

" please leave"zayn whispers helplessly making them exit as quietly as possible Louis makes two steeps forward by niall is gripping him arm he looks up and sees niall and liam standing by him they shake their head at him he hugs niall as soon as thry exit the room he breaks down he is going to lose my best friend the boy he grew up with

"He can't just go what about me"

"Louis"

"I can't take it I can't watch him "

"Its going to be okay

" don't say that how is it ever going to be okay when he is going to die tomorrow "Louis sobs

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While on the other side harry sat by the wall ears on the wall he was hearing everything that was going in
Please just everyone shut up" zayn says his voice booms the authority seeping through it just like he normally did making everyone shut up

"I'm sorry that I won't be able to lead the pack I'm sorry that I won't be boe to become a Luna I'm sorry that I'm not a good omega

" zayn no"

"To anyone i have hurt in the past I'm sorry I hope you forgive me I'm going to miss everyone single one of you

" zayn don't you dare say it"

"That what I am going to die I can't stop it Louis tomorrow is the fool moon I just wanted to see your face before my time"

"Your not dying you can not die"

"Louis"

"Zayn please"

"Louis its going to be okay I will still be watching over you I would be with you"

"Its not going to be the sane

"Can't someone else mate with you "Louis crys

"They can"

"Then why don't you mate with anyone

"No I'm a rejected wolf destiny already calls in it rejected child"

"Zayn"

"Liam can't you do it "

"No I don't want nialll"

"Zayn"

"Enough I don't want to talk about it Louis everyone please go"zayn says turning away from the crowd the pack members stared at him in pity some where in tears even the big strong pack members fighters

Harry eyes filled with tears even though he may always sound cold to zayn it doesn't mean that he doesn't love him he is his brother and that's the problem he can't love his brother neither can he watch zayn die he wipes his cheeks as he rushes forward  towards his window he looks down its not that far thank God to his wolf training he grabs his bag he has already packed for this purpose he carefully clumped down the three swiftly landed on his feet he walks slowly before looking back at the pack house he is leaving the only place he could call a home he is leaving behind his family harry turns back around and walked away with a heavy heart.

Had to deal with another writers block and i have this really big exams coming soon so I haven't really being able to get my head to come up with any thing to write but here it is now I hope you like don't forget to vote and comment thanks for reading-Ally