Blackpink One shots and short stories

SHOULDN'T {CHAELISA}

She shouldn't, but She loved waking up to her in the mornings. She shouldn't, but she loved being able to trace every single detail of her face with her fingers. She shouldn't, but she was in love with her. She was stupidly in love with her. So there they laid in her bed, nothing covering the two but the white sheets as Rose traced Lisa's jaw lightly as the younger woman slept. Rose tried analyzing Lisa's face again not knowing when the next time she'd be able to see it again, since Lisa always left. Her eyes wandering from the others jaw to her lips as she tried to refrain myself from kissing them. Those lips that had explored every part of Rose's skin hours before, the lips that had done the same with another. Lisa's other. Rose tried not to think about it much but even the the words Lisa had only been able to say drunkly to her had probably come natural to say to the other. Rose had known since the beginning that Lisa didn't only belong to her and she knew that she shouldn't have let it go this far but she did. She let her mind wonder as she caressed the younger's face until she felt herself stiffing when she realized that Lisa was waking up. She quickly turned herself around so her back faced the younger as she pretended to still be asleep. She knew this is where their "until next time started". At this point she didn't know why she cried hearing the younger girl silently get dressed and leave but she did every time without fail.
"Can't you stay?" The words had come out without her permission. She heard the sigh  from the younger girl and then felt the weight from the bed shift. Rose reluctantly turned to face Lisa while also wiping the stream of tears that she silently wept. Lisa waisted no time and help the girl wipe her tears away and then kissed her forehead tenderly and whispered "you know I can't do that baby girl". Rose nodded as she tears continued to fall and Lisa held her closely. To Rose's surprise Lisa didn't let go of her as she pulled her closer. Lisa only left the the girl when she fell back to sleep. Even if Lisa had only said the words drunkenly she really did love Rose.