BTS English ONESHOTS

- Still -

An imagine

HOSEOK POV:

It's been a month since we broke up. It's been a month that I'm still stuck with your memories in my head. Never in my life, I experience this regret. It's too much that I want to kill myself for letting you go. Not giving you time and loving you the way you loved me so much.

Walking in this park we used to be a happy couple is killing me. I walk like a zombie who doesn't care if there's a human here that I need to eat. I am like a zombie who only wants to end his life but cannot do it.

While I was walking I saw you there. Sitting on an old bench. Head high, facing the sky but with a close eye. I'm still amazed at how beautiful you are just doing simple things like that.

I chuckled bitterly. I guessed you don't miss me no more. I guess you move on. It's a good thing then because I want you to be happy and forget all of the pain I have caused you.

My heart is aching and my mind keeps on making me remember how bad person I am.

I leave crying and whispered lowly.

I still love you my love, my light...

MY POV:

It's been months since we broke up. It's been a month that I cannot forget our memories that we've shared. Never in my life, I experience this regret. It's too much that I want to kill myself for not giving you chance. Not giving you time to explain and fighting for you the way you fight for me so much.

Sitting on this bench in this very park that we used to go together, makes me look up to the sky, closing my eyes. Still thinking of your face, on how handsome you are when you're just simply you.

I smiled bitterly. I guessed you don't miss me anymore. I guess you move on. It's a good thing then because I want you to be happy and forget me, the one who didn't give you chance to fight for your love to me.

It's too painful that I still missed you badly like an addict craving for her drug but cannot since she's in a rehab.

I cry silently and whispered lowly.

I still love you my love, my hope...

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