Show you//Ethan Dolan

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Warnings: smut

You slammed your locker shut feeling more frustrated than ever as you gripped your books hard in hand. You felt like a total outcast. It wasn't a bad thing to be inexperienced when it came to sex and you took pride in the fact that you hadn't given it up to just anyone. You were waiting for the right one and that's all there was to it. But that came with endless taunting and teasing from your classmates. Especially in sex-ed class where you, obviously, got it the worst.
"You mean...you've never like...fooled around with a guy?" Your friend Shawna asked you, her eyes wide as she shoved a bobby pin in her hair. You were in the girls washroom and you looked around to make sure no one was within earshot. The last thing you needed was the entire school knowing you were still a virgin.
"No." You shrugged. "Does that matter?"
"I mean...no.." She frowned slightly. "But why? Guys are pawning after you left and right."
"Not really." You sighed. But being the virgin made you a prime target. Guys were dying to be your first and it really kind of grossed you out.
"Yes, really. You also have the hottest fucking friends in the entire world who I'm sure would jump at any opportunity to get in your panties ."
Your mind wandered. Ethan and Grayson.
They had been your best friends since you were seven years old. The idea of having sex with either of them made you feel funny.
"What?" You asked. There was also no way either of them ever saw you as anything more than a friend. In fact you distinctively remembered Grayson telling you that you were like his sister at one point.
"Ethan and Grayson." Shawna emphasized. "You're so lucky. Honestly, I don't know how you haven't tapped that yet and Ethan is totally into you. You do know that right?"
You shook your head quickly. A part of you had always favoured Ethan over Grayson. You loved them both but from the time you were little you had always been drawn to Ethan by some force you couldn't explain. You didn't really see him as more than a friend but you didn't see him as only your friend, either. But still you lied to Shawna through your teeth. If she knew you had a crush on Ethan you'd never hear the end of it.
"No way. We're just friends."
"Psh." Shawna scoffed. "Just friends my ass. He so wants you."
No.
"Also.." Shawna carried on. She was extremely persistent. "Maybe Ethan could give you some pointers. I mean he's had sex loads of times right?"
You rolled your eyes. Ethan loves to brag about the girls he bedded, especially while he was on tour. As if you wanted to hear about his sex life.
"I guess." You said through gritted teeth. "But how the hell do I casually bring up something like that? Like hey, can you show me how to fuck? What tips could he possibly give me?"
"Listen...I know it's weird but if you're not going to have sex at least ask him about it so when you're ready you can do it right and maybe you'll feel a little more confident. He's your best friend. He won't judge you."
It wasn't necessarily a bad idea but it was a little embarrassing.
You started up your Jeep and headed over to Ethan and Grayson's. You envied the fact that they weren't subjected to all the high school torment. Given their busy YouTube schedule they wouldn't have had time for school even if they wanted to go.
You sent Ethan a quick text.
'On my way over. Gotta talk to you about something.'
You kind of regretted your wording knowing Ethan would take it the wrong way and his anxiety would peak. Ethan tended to worry a little too much – especially about you.
'What? Is everything okay? Are you alright?'
You sighed and typed a quick reply back as you came to a stop at a red light.
'All good.' You were a terrible liar and it was too late to back down. You pulled into the driveway in one smooth motion and threw the car in park. You trudged inside, kicking your shoes off along the way. The Dolan house was like your second home.
"E?" You called into the seemingly vacant house.
"In my room!" Ethan called back from upstairs.
'Great.' You thought. You were about to talk about sex...in his bedroom.
Your heart beat raced faster and faster with every step you took up the stairs until you were at Ethan's bedroom door which was open just a crack. You peeked your head in to find him lying shirtless on his bed staring at something on his phone. Your heart was pounding so loud you could feel your pulse in your ears. You had seen him shirtless thousands of times but suddenly this time was different. You were noticing every little detail on his body. The vein in his neck and arms, his prominent nipples, chiseled abdomen, the way his chest rose and fell with every breath he took. He was dressed in some loose fitting basketball shorts. Shorts that would be all too easy to pull right off. Damnit. What was happening?
His eyes shot to you when you closed the door behind him. He sat up straight, muscles tensing, as he rested against the headboard.
"Hey what's up?" He beamed at you as you sat down on the edge of the bed.
"Hey." You forced out a smile, playing with your fingers.
"What's wrong?" Ethan's smile fell. If there was anyone who knew you better than you knew yourself it was Ethan. You weren't fooling anyone. "You look sad."
"No no." You shook it off. Jesus. Get it together.
"I'm not sad." You faked another smile. "I just don't really know how to bring this up."
"Bring what up?" Ethan quirked an eyebrow, sitting up even straighter now.
"I just— I don't know. I had sex ed class today..." Your voice trailed off. A smile played at Ethan's lips.
"Fuck off." You shook your head, reading his mind. Horndog.
"Go on." He nudged you, trying not to laugh.
"Seriously, E. I don't know. It was weird. A bunch of kids kept taunting me how I've never fooled around with a guy yet. It just kind of hurt my feelings."
Ethan stopped laughing.
"Well that's stupid." He frowned. "I mean you know you shouldn't feel pressured to do anything you don't wanna do, right?" He leaned forward until he was sitting next to you, your thighs now touching.
"I know." You shivered at his bare skin against yours. "I just feel silly because I wouldn't even know what to do even if I did want to fool around with a guy."
There was a pause before Ethan cleared his throat.
"Is that uh...is that what you wanted to talk to me about? You want like...advice?"
"Well...yeah." You shrugged. "You're experienced, right? I don't know. I just wanna know, what do guys like? What should I do?"
Another pause. Ethan's eyebrows furrowed.
"I mean um– I can't really tell you."
You sat there for a moment.
"It's just not something you can teach verbally."
You were beginning to catch his drift. Your heart was beating hard again. Was he saying that...was he implying that....man...what?
"Are you saying you would? A-are you saying you'd show me?"
Ethan's eyes went wide and you wondered if you'd gone too far. Just because he said he couldn't tell you doesn't mean he wanted to show you. That would be too weird — right?
"I...I-" Ethan stuttered. "I don't know.. I mean.." He trailed off. What the hell was happening? "I could if you wanted to...if you felt comfortable."
You felt like the room was spinning. This was so foreign. Neither of you had ever come close to anything more than a hug let alone being sexually intimate. But if you were going to do something like this you couldn't imagine it with anyone other than Ethan. Fuck. Did you have feelings for him? This was really going to complicate things.
"I....I do." The words left your mouth before you could think twice and it appeared to take Ethan off guard as he sat there gawking at you.
"Well.." He cleared his throat again. "What do you want to know about?"
Your eyes flickered to the ceiling as you caught the corner of your bottom lip between your teeth. Ethan's eyes moved from your eyes down to your lips. He watched you like his life depended on it.
"Um...so like...blowjobs. If I'm giving a guy head, what should I do?"
Ethan sucked in a breath but nodded nonetheless. He rose to his feet, grabbing your hand and pulling you up with him. He stood there for a moment, staring at you, searching for a sign that this was still okay.
"Well...it's easier if I'm standing and you're kneeling. You can control the movement better."
You nodded slowly and went to drop to your knees but Ethan caught your arm.
"Wait..." He whispered. Suddenly his lips were only inches from yours as his eyes flickered from your eyes to your lips. This was it.
Slowly, he leaned in. Instinctively your eyelids fluttered closed until you felt the softness of his full lips press against your own. Thankfully you were well experienced with kissing. Your lips moved in time with each other like they were made solely for each other. Ethan's tongue pushed into your mouth and you felt your entire body igniting like a flame. Something came over you and before you could even think you were pressing hard against him, throwing your entire body into the kiss as you tangled your fingers in the short stands of hair at the base of his neck. Ethan wrapped a strong arm around you waist, pulling you impossibly closer. This could and likely would change everything between you two and quite honestly you didn't care. Kissing Ethan was unlike anything you had ever felt before. It felt right. It was perfect.
You pulled away breathless as Ethan studied your face. You wondered if he was as bewildered as you were.
"I've wanted to do that for so fucking long."
You felt like the room was spinning. There's no way this was happening. He was Ethan. Your best friend. Up until now that's all you thought he would ever be.
"Me too." You replied breathless as Ethan swiped his thumb across your bottom lip. You didn't know why you thought to do it but you slowly sucked his thumb into your mouth, tasting the saltiness of his skin. You began moving your mouth back and forth on the thick digit. Ethan stared at you with wide eyes as he watched your mouth wrapped around his thumb, sucking it like...well...
"Oh my god..." He gasped.
You looked up at him innocently through your lashes as he gazed at you with hooded eyes.
"Fuck." He breathed when you let his thumb slide out of your mouth with a small pop. Feeling a surge of confidence you dropped to your knees in front of him. Ethan stroked your cheek gently as your fingers hooked into the waistband of his basketball shorts. Good lord. You felt all the air leave your lungs as you stared at the intimidating thick cock before you. Ethan always bragged about being big but you had always figured it was only talk — now you definitely knew otherwise.
"Don't be nervous." Ethan said softly while stroking your cheek, practically reading your mind. "We'll take it slow."
You glanced up at him. You nodded slowly before wrapping your small hand around his length. You squeezed gently earning a grunt from deep within his throat. You watched as a drop of precum leaked from the tip and you leaned forward to flatten your tongue against it. You swiped it up into your mouth and tasted the salty yet somehow sweet fluid. You hummed in satisfaction, glancing up at Ethan who stared down at you in shock. You gripped the back of Ethan's thighs as you pushed yourself further until half of his length was in your mouth. Just that alone and he was already hitting the back of your throat but you wanted to give him more. You read that deep throating was a huge turn on for guys.
"Christ!" Ethan groaned when you pushed him further into your mouth. His hand twisted into your hair where he pulled gently.
"Easy..." He breathed out. "Glide your mouth back and forth over it."
You began sliding back and forth over him, enjoying the slurping sounds erupting from you while you did it, as you bobbed your head forward and back. You could feel every vein and ridge of his cock against your tongue and you could feel he was beginning to pulse.
"Oh fuck." Ethan moaned. "God damn that's so good."
He looked down at you in shock.
"You're so fucking good at this.." The words left Ethan's lips choppy and strangled as he tried to concentrate on not coming too soon.
"Use your hands on my balls a little." He said softly. "I really like that."
You happily complied and gently cupped his balls in your hand while the other stroked what you couldn't fit in your mouth. You worked over him pushing him closer and closer to the edge. You could feel a tightening in between your legs and suddenly you were aching for him to be inside you. You had never felt this feeling before let alone with Ethan. You pulled away, giving yourself a breather as you continued stroking him with your hand.
"Holy shit." Ethan sighed. He was breathing heavy as he gazed down at you."I think you know what you're doing..."
You shrugged a little, licking your lips as you watched your own hand sliding on his cock.
"So big." You breathed out.
Ethan smirked down at you.
"Told you."
His smile faltered though when you took him back in your mouth, forcing him down until he was deep in your throat and your lips were pressed against his pelvis.
"Ah!" Ethan cried out.
You pulled him out again before dipping your head down to suck on his balls. You took one in your mouth and massaged your tongue against it before repeating the same motion with the other all while keeping your hand wrapped firmly around his throbbing cock. You didn't know how this was all coming to you but it was and obviously it was working by the way Ethan's hold on your hair tightened.
"Shit you're gonna make me come."
You pulled away and took him in your mouth one last time, sucking hungrily at him like it was the last thing you'd ever do until Ethan's entire body tensed, his breathing stopping short as he grunted and groaned out his orgasm. He spilled hot cum into your mouth which you swallowed with ease like you had done this thousands of times before releasing him with a pop. It had the same familiar salty sweetness from before. Ethan watched, panting heavily, as a string of salvia dripped from your lips onto his cock.
"That was..."
Ethan could hardly contain himself.
"Fuck, babe."
Ethan sat down on the bed, pulling you up with him, as he tried to catch his breath. Suddenly he was completely spent as he laid back against the pillows. You curled up under his arm, resting your head against his chest. You trailed your finger tip up and down against the hair underneath his belly button.
"I can't believe I just did that." You laughed lightly. You were in a daze and mentally pinched yourself to ensure this wasn't some kind of crazy dream. But Ethan's lips pressing against your forehead proved to you that it was not.
"I can't believe it either." Ethan said quietly, tangling his fingers in your hair. He played with the ends of your hair before turning his head to face you.
"You know if you ever wanna practice again I'd be more than willing.."
Your eyebrows furrowed. Is that all this was? Is that all he was to you? Just someone to practice on?
Ethan's eyes softened at your confused expression.
"That came out weird. I mean I'd love to do that with you again. Maybe even more when you're ready. And you know...I'd be happy to be the only man you do things like that with."
A smiled tugged at your lips. You nodded slowly before placing a gentle kiss to his lips.
"I wouldn't want it any other way."

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