HER - BTS LOVE YOURSELF (theories)

Jimin - a lost soul caught in a lie

I remembered falling for you, but you fell in love with her, I remember the times I would lie to see you smile, you were my hope, but I had given up on the idea of staying alive.

I blame our youth, the seven of us living as if nothing in this world would damage us, we ran away from adulthood, but yet we all grew up, you grew up I didn't.

I would watch from behind, dancing to the melodies that echoed in the white room, the four mirrors reflecting us but never the emotions that run through our veins.

She walked in the room, taking your breath away, but I took my own, I would dance behind your like a shadow that held onto life.

Just a grey stiletto.

I drowned my thoughts to be there, but was a coward wishing that you would stay with me, as a friend, as a brother and forget her or was that jealousy, and I was just immature to ignore that.

I remember you suffering, saying you're our hope when you lost all the hope in this world.

You smiled to see us smile, and I did the same when you thought I was fine.

I lied, you caught me.

The seven of us, not just lost boys running away, but brothers seeking a home, to stay in youth and not grow up.

I remember you, downing the pills to live in another world, I watched as you suffered, I tried helping, but you pushed me away, so should I feel bad when I did the same, or regret not asking for help.

I remember falling on the linen sheets, watching the feathers flutter down, thinking you gave up life, but was I too stupid to think that.

To think you weren't there for me.

What could I do

I did the same

I lied

But you never left, you survived, but yet I drowned away in my own lies, suffocating on the screams that I so locked away, you must of been worried as you watched the room fill with water, drowning isn't painful, you see.

I sit alone, in a white room, waiting for you, just like I thought you would have for me, but I was wrong.

I watch as you fall for her.

I watch as you fall in a abyss to save her, you couldn't save me, I guess we all get chances to live, but I gave up on the chances like the silly boy I was.

Please give me back my smile. I regret not loving who I was, I lived as someone else to be happy.

I watch as you save her, this is your chance to fix things. Just because she left doesn't mean this one will.

I'll wait for you, and the rest, I'll count the stars as I wait for you and them.

I was caught in a lie, don't do the same thing.

Hey this is just a story based on the theories
- Jimin died in his youth, the girl represents him, jhope is desperate to save her because he couldn't save jimin

So love yourself

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