HER - BTS LOVE YOURSELF (theories)

Yoongi - Forgive me Jungkook

I met people being addicted to others like they were a drug, maybe that was what I did.

I hid most things away to make myself better,my emotions, my feelings, my pain.

I pushed you away because I hated the thought of you knowing who I really was, not the cold person, not the happiest but someone who was broken.

A broken boy, with a shattered soul.

I poured my sadness into music, I lived life being hit hard, how it had been pushing me down to the ground, forever hiding me, but I remember in this world, in the well lit room, as you sat by me, watching me as I hit the black and white keys gently, creating a pleasant sound, maybe I pushed you away, but more harshly, You did the same to you.

I cried for help, but maybe I only did that to myself.

I like this world, where we all got another chance.

Seven souls became six.

I remember watching each one die slowly inside, I helped but never asked for it.

I'll seek for happiness through music, she will never be you, she will never be the seven of us.

Maybe if I picked the phone call that night I could of seen you, saved you, watched you smile.

Now when I play, it's like I'm drowning, the sounds echoing away.

Maybe it was her, she sits beside me now, where you should be, making sure I don't hurt myself.

I miss the warmth, I remember the times were in our youth we huddled together around a fire, laughing like nothing is this world would hurt us.

Maybe that's why I depend on a cigarette, even if it kills me it warms me up, just like a hug.

It was her, who helped me quit this.

Like we quit life, wanting to live in our youth, never leaving, maybe Jimin knew what he was doing, growing up is too painful, but brings happiness here and there.

I remember that day, you tried helping, I just pushed you away, a coward was what I should be called.

I didn't love myself just loved the thought that maybe I can live alone with out no one.

But I was wrong.

I walked away that day, never knowing you cried.

You walked alone down the streets, wondering alone, but you forget we never walk alone, you have us, but I didn't follow this.

Jungkook, my brother I let you walk alone in this world, never wondering what you went through, never wondering how I meant to you.

People can become a drug, but you went and took some, did you regret it, did it cause pleasure and sweet memories, but it never lasted did it?

You pushed me away that day,when I helped you.

I get it

How it must feel

To be rejected by the one person you love