See me beyond my dreams (Jesy Nelson au)

Chapter 1: See me beyond my dreams

A/n note: Hello! This is my new story and it's a Jesy nelson au. I hope you'll like it. do you see any grammar errors tell because I have not had time to look through everything. Hope you want to continue reading. -Karin :)

I see you on the way to school, I see you in school and on the way home.  I see you everywhere, but you don’t  see me.

We met once to do a group project for the history lesson. You accidentally touch my hand. It was the best feeling I ever had. But you immediately took your hand away looked at me and said "sorry". I wanted to stop the time. That the hand would be left where it was forever. but I knew it wouldn't go. You did not have the same feelings for me that I have for you. Even if you loved me our relationship would never work specially not in this fucking world I live in.

I threw down my book and ran down to the mom in the kitchen who yelled at me that breakfast was ready.

"Morning sweetheart."

"Good morning." Reply I looked down while I was reading on wattpad on my mobile.

began to eat my sandwiches. After a quick breakfast I changed clothes, packed my bag. Middle of it all packing, I realized that I forgot that we would have French test today. Oops but it'll work out, if I read a little before the lesson, it will go quite good hopefully.

Knew that if I would study more I would surely get higher grades, but who have the energy to study when tumblr and youtube available? Additionally I passed each test. no one needed to know that I study the day before or the day the test is. It has only happened one time, even if you do not believe it, I will actually remember what I read even after the test.

but back to the point. Jesy should move from here in just a few weeks. And I so want to have time to talk to her and most of all get that kiss I always dreamed of, I do not know how to do. Should I just go up to her and say "hey do you want to meet and hang out" It feels strange because we are not even looking at each other . And I have not said anything to my friends either. Since I do not know how they will react. I am with the so-called " nerds" Or as I call us the " cool nerds gang " . In any case, this is a big problem because I really wanted to meet her. My friend Karin had said " go for it, go for it man ," But it is not so easy. Especially not in this world I am in.

I put down the kickstand and pressed in my purple lady bike in the parking place. And took my bag from the basket and walked towards the school building. Today was the crap boring day we had sports, I had never really been a fan of sports, though my mom dad and brother liked the sport. "Hi," I said to my buddies and Eric the new guy who has become a member of our gang and he is super nice. Who stood ready with books. "New Bag? Nice looking" Did Eric said and watched my bag which was full with lots of superheroes on. "Thanks" I said as I took out my books in and shut the cabinetry door. behind me stood Jesy and talked with his best friends. I could  smell her fragrance, I dreamed myself away. "Elin will you?" "eeeh yes" "You always start dreaming" Said Eric laughed to me.

"What?! anything wrong with that or" I laughed and put me in my place ready to write French sample.

I sat for about 1 hour. I was done and went out, it was just me and one some other people in the halls and a few teachers who ran past me. I was certainly not finished with the sample first good. Looked toward the door and out came Jesy. I  Looking down and thought she would go the other way. But she came to me. I became nervous. She looked at me.

"Hey how did you get on the test?"

"Eeeh good I think after probably pass anyway you?"

"Well it will probably be fine you by the way came to ask you if you wanted to come to a party at my house Saturday? The others in the the class will also be there, you coming?"

“Yes, I think so."

Felt quite sick Jesy Nelson invited me to her party, just me from my friends, or I was hoping for it, but it was not until she went she said

"Do not forget to invite your gang also."

One by one the others dropped out. We talked a bit how it went on the sample and so on. Then came the question, I would say there was a party at Jesy on Saturday? I did not want that others would know, because I wanted to be there myself with Jesy or kiss her without my friends are there. I told them otherwise if felt like I was mean. "Jesy came to me and said there was a party at her on Saturday and we are invited shall we go?"

"What!? We are invited."

"Yes."

"Okay but we're not going?"

" Don’t know, it seems like fun. I had probably thought about going." I said. Eric tabbed in and said

"But hey!? We get invited to Jesy’s party class popular course we should go or what?" "Ok but we can talk more in the week it's only Monday."

We went to gym hall and I thought this day started all very well maybe this would not be a crap day.