See me beyond my dreams (Jesy Nelson au)

Chapter 5: Time to get over it

A/n note: Hello! New chapter here, I hope you like it and this time it's a little longer yay! If you find spelling mistakes comment it please.

- Karin :)

Elins P.O.V

"I do not want to meet more okay? Nothing you say to me does not mean anything right? Good do not talk with me more."

that was what stood in the message Jesy sent me. I could hardly believe it. I almost started crying while I was so pissed off, because I knew there was not Jesy as written, it must be Barbara or? Knew neither in or out.

"But she must in all cases made ​​her choice," I said to Karin and “I have done my choice too.”

I told her, pressed the delete button and put down my mobile.

"You should give her a second chance? Are not you a bit harsh?"

Karin said and looked at me.

"No, we'll see how it goes on Monday."

I asked if she would like more coffee and we talked for a while before we decided to watch pretty little liars. "Barbara is just like Mona" "ELIIINN"

"what?"

"Are not you a little hard again?"

"What then you would only know how it is to go in her class," I said and tapted the play button. We looked at a few episode to. Then we heard a voice. It was my mother who had come home. "I should probably go home now Karin said and stood up from the couch thanks for the coffee, she said, and I followed her to the door and hugged goodbye.

It was already Monday and I was so nervous. On Sunday, I could not think of anything other than the text message Jesy and all, how would I do in school, and his friends knew nothing. How would I act. When I arrived at the door stood Jesy where she waved "ELIN ELIN" I pretend not care I just walked past her and muttered in low voice “hello”. I looked down at the ground. I knew that this would not go well. Maybe I should talk to her? Maybe she had a different view of what has happened? Maybe  should give her a second chance as Karin suggested? The first hours of the day passed quickly and I had managed to refrain from talking with Jesy and about the party.

Until it was time for lunch. I stood in the queue and Jesy was suddenly behind me. And whispered "hello how are you?" I felt her breath on me, I trembled in my body, but I shook it of me and said "good" I took my food and sat down with my friends. After a while, said Eric “Jesy come against us, "No no Jesy came towards me and the other. What did she want.

"Why you avoid me?" She said in front of me and the others. My friends looked weird to me.

"What do you think? First, means the kiss we had everything, then you make out with someone else, then writing a text about you don’t  want to see me more and that what happened does not mean anything, WHAT THE HELL do you think I am looking for? I thought you were only a cute,sexy and nice girl who was popular but it was changed to that you're not someone who's in my life more okay? "

Eric looked at me like what the hell Elin kissed Jesy Oh my God what is happening here.

"WHAT? I HAVE NOT SENT ANY FUCKING text. And that kiss with a guy was a contest we did at the party for fun, nothing I wanted to do right?" She yelled at me. Everyone in the school cafeteria had turned around and looked at us.

"Oh answer this then? Said as I pushed forward phone in front of her eyes, the text message I deleted but before I took the screenshot of it, Jesy looked totally surprised.

I left the plate on the table and took my bag and ran away, I did not dare look back but went out from the school cafeteria to the long hallway and down the stairs out to the bike rode like a hell home. When I got home I lay in bed and cried. Fuck. Damn fuckig shit!! Why?!

Jesy’s P.O.V

I could not understand why Elin was so angry and or I do. I thought she would not see and it was just a contest we had and I did not like that but did not dare say anything to that others I was with. but there is nothing I shall take like some sort of excuse. I did wrong and stand for it, but the text message she showed did not write I to her. She can believe what she wants but I did not.

I do not really understand what she's got it from it was from my phone, I would have never sent anything like that. I hung out with Barbara on Saturday but it was only like an hour, she sent text message? I do not know, now I don’t know what Im gonna do? Feel so hopeless I'm moving to England in just a few weeks, really feels like we still will not getting  together or at least getting on a proper date because I head off to England.

No but I really want to try with Elin again if she gives me a second chance. Dare I ask about a date? Feels like we ought to talk through everything so we sort out what happened. Should I ask now or? Calling? No, I'll wait and say it tomorrow instead. Elin seems very sad and angry, because she ran home. Everything just feels so wrong, why should we have done that damn contest?

"Do not feel down more now Jes that goes over, make sure Elin is still nobody to have and do not seem to understand that you like boys."

I looked up to Barbara and looked at her with irritated eyes and got up from the chair, took my books, bag and went. I turned around and said loudly in an ironic way "thanks that really warmed my soul," and I smiled broadly. I turned right I was thinking of shit you are, you do not know that it has always been elin all the time, but I've been too afraid to say it to you, because you were the princess of the class and school. But now I've ruined that chance. Fuck!