See me beyond my dreams (Jesy Nelson au)

Chapter 2: Going or not?

A/n note: Hi! Chapter is finally here please let me know what you think. -Karin :)

I woke up to the voice from the phone said "Good morning, time to wake up sweetie." and in the background heard to one of Taylor Swift's songs. I had downloaded an alarm app with Taylor Swift's voice. So every morning I hear now taylor swifts voice. When I told my friends thought that they were just a voice that was similar her, but it's actually are her voice. Of course I love it. As I kind are almost in love with her. Think she is an amazing artist and wonderful and sweet and beautiful. Would love to go to her concert if I get the opportunity. Now enough about Taylor.

Today is Thursday and tomorrow would be the party at Jesy. The problem is I do not know if I should go or not. Eric seemed to have decided to go. While my other friends were still skeptical and hesitated. Should I go or not?

Either I go to the party, probably drink alcohol even though I'm not legal, maybe I become full and mom get really mad at me, maybe I get the kiss or not. If I say no I stay at home and be forced to go to a party with my mother and other 45 + year olds . And smart, but a badass dickhead boy named A that I've met before and would rather not meet . I do not have to get drunk. But everyone else will the drink , so even Jesy’s friend Barbara, Clara D be where them alright they are stylish, but Barbara is such “Hey I know everything, I am the best do not come here and tell me what to do” . The others will be sure to ask me today if I'll come tomorrow or not.

You probably think that I can just walk up to Jesy and ask her out after school, but it is not so simple, what if she does not want to kiss me? Or not even want to meet me, I think she wants it and she has started talking to me a lot at school and so on. Would be able to talk to my friends about this and but I dare not do it. The only one I've said this to is Karin. She said go for it, so it is just what I should do. Not care what other people think and go to this party and we'll see what happens.

Now it was  time to go to school. When I had eaten breakfast and fix me and just would take up my bag the hall to say goodbye to mom and go to school sounded  from my phone, it stood income text unknown number.

"Hiiii, are you coming to the party tomorrow? :) x

/ Jesy "

I was shaking all over and could not think. Jesy wrote to me!!!! Second how she got my number? Now it was anyway quite clear that she wanted me to come to the party or what? She wrote of course "Are YOU coming to the party" So she wrote me special, I hope, but what should I write? Start writing. Read through what I was of to send 120 times before decided to send away the text message .

Got the answer immediately "You coming wooho! That’s great. I look forward to meet you tomorrow, see you at school. Oh and btw don’t worry about Clara and Barbara we will have so much fun. :) X

/ Jesy "

And wonder what she means by don’t worry about barbara and Clara. Yeah yeah it will probably be fun at the party however it will go.

I cycled off to school and i was so happy my tbody smiled as I continued to wonder what Jesy could mean in text message. Walked in to school and as usual at the cabinets my friends stood and waited before English class would begin.

After school, we decided or the other decided that we going to study at my place. I really wanted to watch pictures of taylor swift and eating pasta with pointing with a lot of cheese. Yes I know I'm weird sometimes or always like my mates say. But sometimes you also priority  mates. The school day passed quickly had quite fun lessons, they did not ask about the party. Which I thought was positive.

Friday party time

When you are waiting for something fun to happen is usually time to go slowly but now the time passed quickly.

It was Friday and 2 h to go before the party to begin, I started to panic, what would I wear? I'm not exactly a fan of dresses but would love to have to wear cute Dresses. Called in a panic to Karin, who drew me out to the mall and I tried a lot of clothes first thought what do Jesy would like on me but I will of course don't care that.  After a lot of trying dresses I bought a cool dress with Batman theme.

Me and Karin took a coffee or Karin took a coffee myself took a hot chocolate at a super cozy little hipster place. I went home to get me ready before it was time to party. Once home. I got in a hurry so did not care about make-up, usually never have it either.

When I left home Mom had had a long chat that I will take care of me , and you get alcohol say no , do not have unprotected sex with someone a no is always a no. I thought, but hey , I still will not have sex with a boy , though that she didn't  know and I was not ready to say anything about it now . I went and meeting up the girls a little further away on the street and we went along to the party. I was so nervous , worse than when you have to stand in class and talk. We arrived a little later, there was no specifically  time we would be there so .

Many had already found their partners and make out with, some began to get drunk. My friends had already found someone to talk to so they ran away, I thought they don’t even wanted to join the party. I sat down, a guy I did not know said here take and drink, and he gave me a plastic cup, I took a sip of the disgusting drink and put it down. Then I hear a voice, "Hey Im glad that you came." It was Jesy who talked.

"Yes I'm here" "hahaha yeah I can see that  you sitting right here" she said and laughed.

We sat and talked for a while and I was shaking the whole time I was so nervous. More and more people started getting drunk and danced around us.

The music just got louder and louder. I heard almost not what Jesy said because some bad house music was played hoe took deaf in my ears.

"We can not talk here" said Jesy and took with me

"what are we going?” I said nervously." Forgot about the idea that she held my hand. "Up here," she said.

We climbed up the ladder. "in here" we had climbed up on the little loft with only in some small window, the dust was there too. Jesy breathing heavily out and said,

"So nice very quiet here talking just a bunch of scream out there."

"Yes, it is  cozy just a little dust, I said." We both laughed. We talked shit talk a lot about the class and laughed more. Learned a lot of things including that Jesy really thought Barbara was an upper class snob who was stupid but she hung out with her ​​anyway. and thought of our gang was much cooler.

"Guess what I invited you first at the party because I wanted you to feel special." She put her hand on my thigh. Accidently touch me with the other hand at the breast “Sorry” She said and then leaned forward, she kissed me. I was shaking all over.

"I have waited so long to finally get to kiss you." Said Jesy and I kissed back.

"Me too, you're so fucking beautiful." Replied. We continued kissing, I could feel her warm soft lips against mine and she bent down and kissed my neck. I was shaking all over.  The she stopped and said “Your lips is irresistible I lo….” then it suddenly knocked on the door. And we stopped.