The inner voices of Kristen Kringle- A gotham fanfiction

It was an acident ..... you wouldn't understand

~ Kristen Kringle POV ~

I starred . It's all I could do. " T-Tom ?" I ask , hesitantly , his eyes go from his right hand, to me then to his hand again " T-Tom say something. " I state trying to regain my composure " k-Kristen....... y-you ......" he stammered , I looked away from his hand guilty " it was an accident. I am so sorry." I whisper , I can't see what his expression is but I'm sure it's nothing short of shock maybe even anger

He deserves it. After what he's done to us .

Shut up .

No. You know deep down Kristen that Tom deserves that .

It was a accident!

Was it ? Was it really? You wanted to do that. He deserves that pain.

Shut. Up.

That'll leave a mark. A permanent one. Where as those bruises..... ha ...... well they won't.

I feel bad. I feel like I need to apologise.

Don't ! You've already done it once and besides , YOU W A N T E D TO DO THAT !

I stop the argument short as I feel something warm , and wet touch my finger tips on my right hand..... Blood. I gasp and look back up at Tom, he hasn't moved his hand or his eyes , my hand is still on the handle of the kitchen knife that's in the back of his hand , blood seeping out through the wound , I want to tear my hand away but my ego holds the handle tighter, pushing it deeper in his hand

STOP IT ! YOUR HURTING HIM !

Why should I ? That's all he ever does to us .....

I guess I'm right just........ it's just ....... it's just tha- twack - Tom left hand slaps the side of my face , it stings . I rip my hand away from the knife handle , placing that hand over where the slap was given " t-tom ....... p-please...... it was an accident. You wouldn't understand how. " I say , trying to hide the fear in my voice but I know what's coming " you little wench ! " is all tom says before placing a hand on my left wrist , hard " Tom please let go. " I say my voice starts to shake " listen here Kristen " I shutter at the venom in his voice , especially the way he says my name " I don't ever want to hear that from you again. That is a FILTHY excuse ! " he shouts under his breath " tom please let go. Your hurting me." I say tearing up

" did officer Dougherty do that to you ? " Edward Nygma asks , I shake my head no "

Missing Nygma are we Kristen?

Shut up !

I have to admit, I am in love with Mr. Nygma it's just I know Tom would do something if I tried to break up with him. Then again though....... Mr.Nygma-

Edward you mean ?

Yes yes , Edward Nygma seems a bit strange but ......... he's adorable, and geeky - which I love . " I don't care. " Tom says coldly , I try to hold back the tears that are now threatening to fall " p-please ." I practically beg at this point, his grip getting tighter with each word I speak " who do you think I am Kristen? " he asks , I look at him , confused " the Riddle Man perhaps ?" He asks rasing an eyebrow, I shake my head " n-no. " I stutter out of fear of what he'll do next , I wish he would drop the topic of Mr-Nyg- Edward I mean. It's like he knows my feelings for the geeky forensic scientist . It was then and only then did I ever wish that I hadn't stuttered  -

~ only part one folks . Hope you enjoyed and ( my hope is ) that you can feel Kristen's emotions as you read . Comment what you think ~ HermioneJeanLupin