Pastel Pink//Phan

chris

It's funny y'know. Dan and Phil obviously liked each other, and yet they were still "friends." Pj said they were probably secretly doing it and hiding it from us, but Phil wasn't that way.

However, according to Alfie, Louise, and Pj, Dan would totally do that. But I trusted Phil to not do anything of that sort.

Well kind of anyway.

Back to the other topic, they seemed to be rubbing off of each other little by little. Phil got a piercing. Sure it was a tiny one, and on his earlobe but it was so weird to see him with it.

"Dan said it'd make me look edgy, and I like it. He was with me the whole time anyway, it wasn't like I went alone." That was Phil's response to the question I asked him about the piercing. I didn't question further but it still seemed weird.

When Pj saw Dan wearing a pastel blue sweater instead of his usual leather jacket, he told me Dan just shrugged and said, "It's blue, and it goes great with my spiked boots. Phil said it looks great on me anyway, so might as well start practicing."

When we couldn't find Dan or Phil during lunch one day, the lunch lady said Dan and Phil had come earlier to get their food and headed outside, talking about The Beatles and Vincent Van Gogh.

Dan started to attend more of his classes. Phil started to listen to more punk rock like bands. A lot of stuff was happening.

But that wasn't the weirdest thing yet. Nope. The weirdest thing so far was when our little friend group of sorts headed outside and saw Dan and Phil under a tree.

Dan was playing 'Can't Help Falling in Love With You' by Elvis Presley on his guitar. Phil was humming the song, coloring a picture of Dan under the cherry blossoms with his pastel crayons.

It was so painfully obvious they were in love, yet they wanted to keep their friendship going. I don't know why they did that. Both of them seemed quite content, but their eyes betrayed that expression in their faces. They wanted more, but they are probably to afraid to lose each other, especially over something like a bad date.

I think they'd rather be friends forever, over lovers that break up and lose each other. And to me, that's the saddest thing about this whole situation.
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hey sorry for not updating last week! my aunt had gone into labor with her daughter (who stole my middle name -.-) and then I had dance practice and my abuelita came over and i didn't have a lot of time with technology 😅

anyway hope you enjoyed this outsider pov (which is just chris) to see how dan and phil's relationship looks at the moment, sorry it's short >.<

ok think that's all love you guys wish me luck i'm probably gonna die so gotta steal the vodka byeeeeee