i woke up with a smile on my face remembering i had the love of my life back.
the smile soon disapeared. monday.
i groaned and put the pillow on my face.
"okay. we can do this. we'll get through this."
i said that to myself and then started chanting
"we can do it" over and over but the last sentance was "im talking to myself ament i?"
i sat up and checked my phone,wow an actual message, from an actual person.
im not alone 😢
colton: morning sleeping beauty
i smiled and replied. haha he thinks i look nice when i wake up... psht NO... idiot
me:hi bae i'll cya in school xx
i cringed at the thought of school 'bullies' but then realized colton will be there to protect me... i hope, i'm still not fully sure i can trust him yet, i'll just have to find out.
i swung my legs over the edge of the bed and braced myself, i'm still sorta tired and so i figured ima take a shower to wake up.
i got up and walked to the bathroom. ignoring my family.
i soon was in the shower singing along to
'cant hang-sleeping with sirens'
i did my routeen and got out.
u checked my phone.
another message wow im famous i never get texts im a lonerrrr.
colton: ily cant wait to see u xx
i didn't reply cuz i'd just say somthing stupid like:
ye cya later. aligator 😉
cant wait to see ur face. and like hug and stuff 👲
or my all time favourite
im going to fuck u😐 like for real. u sexy zebra. fucking prepare.
so instead i just got dressed at first i looked like a high rainbow on craic then i dialed it down to wripped skinny jeans, starbucks tanktop, and converse
now for my makeup. at the start i looked like i got fucked by a horse shoe then i looked decent with only light makeup on and i curled my hair
(i'm over exagerating 'amy' is acc really pretty)
off to school i go
