as soon as we got into the bathroom she flipped.
"how could you! your so stupid! do you not remember what he did! e ruined your life!" lola was pretty pissed at me.
duh
"but lo..." i was cut off by her ranting on again.
"no buts 'a' (my nickname= a)
look at your wrists! look at them! the scars !HE DID THAT! do u not remember" lola said so loud. she was screaming her face was red and covered in tears.
*flashback*
i stood there.
numb
broken
leaning against the wall, i slid down with tears in my eyes, now on my knees with my hands covering my face.
looked around the corner.
we had all went swiming,
me, austin, lola, colton and tara.
i just ran. ran back to my dressing room. when i came out still in my bikini i had the biggest grin on my face, i turned the corner into coltons dressing room, wich he now shared with the slut tara.
"oh. hey" i said slyly with still a grin on my face.
"b..babe i didnt s..see you there. i..im s..so sorry. it was just..." was all colton could manage to stutter out of his worthless mouth, he paused trying to think of an excuse.
there was no excuse i seen him making out with her, feeling her up, holding her.... (insert body part here)
tara was backing out of the dressing room, knowing if she didn't she'd get a beating.
but i didn't care if she left cuz i had a plan.
i walked up to colton placing my hands on his toned bare abs.
i could see him staring at my body. my bikini wasn't exactly covering alot.
he was sitting so i sat on him so my legs where spread and he was between me.
i was giving him a lap dance. he was squirming trying to stop a boner from popping up like hello.
i was grinding on him and he was really enjoying it.
i got up and bent ofer so he had a clear view of my cleevage (boob crack lol)
then i leant in and whispered
"im breaking up with you, bae"
with that i walked off making my butt swerve so he would be all like:😧😲😫
but when i turned the corner i ran to my dressing room, i got dressed and left when i got home i broke down crying.
and thats when i did it.
i cut, really deep i ended up in hospital
*end of flashback*
ever since, i've been bullied and havent stoped cutting
i began to talk again but lola cut me off... again
" i was there then, but im telling you now. you will regret it. just please listen 'a' im not gonna stay by you this time. i know its harsh but im telling you to please break it off"
she wiped her eyes and left.
just left.
