soz for not updating mah lil bby jelly beans.
p.s. this story getts better and the drama will cool down ina bit
p.p.s. this is the only bloody chapter... i think, i'll warn u if one comes up but as i said the next few chapters will be dramatic... continue reading now
*amys pov*
i ran into my jeep and cried the whole way home.
their right. ima slut. an emo slut. a cutter, its all over. im done. i know your thinking, wow shes way to over dramatic but im not, this is NOT the first time i've been bullied, a little to often if i do say so myself. but never this bad.
people used to just pass coments under their breath, but now. no.
colton still doesn't know.
no matter how long i avoid it, one day i'll have to do it, and sooner better than later.
I'M GOING HOME and yes that is punishment in itself.
if you knew me.
all the way home i was thinking:
what if colton didn't change?
what if i qas wasting my time with him?
and well, basically, what if?
my phone buzzed in my pocket.
from: colton <3
whos that girl in school gettin bullied, haha pathetic.
i heard screaming, do you know what happened?
ly bæ!
i almost lost it, he didn't change.
and that screaming, was me.
i was being kicked against the lockers in the halls waiting for him to rescue me.
i've said it many many times, and i'll say it again.
im. done.
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i got home parents screaming at me and tara, yes tara the bitch, is my sister.
probobly in her room fucking some boy.
i walked past all that as quick as posible and into my room.
i quickly took out my phone and quickly texted colton.
i let out silent tears dragging the razor accross my skin watching each Blood drop form then the line i cut turn red with little red bobbles on it but then i gave up and just started slashing, fast.
every visable part of my body.
