[I am all gone 
It is very serious 
Situation HELP 
Situation SOS 
I cannot understand myself 
Where did you appear form? 
The light is shutting down 
I am flying somewhere 
Without you there is no me 
I don't want anything 
It is the slow poison 
It is making me crazy 
But the say it is all my fault. 

I've lost my mind 
I've lost my mind 
I need her 
I need her 
I have lost my mind 
I need her. ]
Russia: Anya keep spining on the bed whit out help she couldnt sleep every tim she tried the awful things she did for her government against his people came a soon as she closed her eyes, the fights whit Amelia...thats it she'll call her, she took her phone and waited the to of them used to be rival, enemies eaven, however at some point the both realised that Anya had become another victim of the atrocities of the Soviet Union she had become the slave, the doll , the puppet a shell of whom she used to be so did Gorvachov a politician whit an idea that will save her and her family.

[Without you I am not myself 
Without you there is no me 
But they say, they say 
It is delirium 
It is poison from the sun 
It is making me crazy 
But they say it is all my fault 
I did try to forget 
To the end and down 
I did count the poles 
And confused birds 
Without you there is no me 
Let me go, let me go 
To the corner and down 
Mom, Dad forgive me]
USA: as soon as she saw the number, her heart spead up she remember what she dreamed last night and blushed, they spoke for hours every time the russian called her sunflower she loved it and hate it, to be honest long before in the years of the tzaring Russia she had fell for her she knew it was wrong but couldn't hel herself evertime they meet up she feel more and more for her but then the war, the October revolution happened and changed Anya to the point she could no longer she her friend/crush, an out of anger this rivals relationship began.

[I've lost my mind 
I've lost my mind 
I need her 
I need her 
I have lost my mind 
I need her.]
But that didn't matter as soon as everything was revealed she decided she'll save her and more, she knew her feelings were reciprocated but if the Russian girl didn't loved her she'll at lest make sure she think she needs her, she'll create a need.
Little did she know that it was already happening whit out her intervention.

[1,2 go after 5 
Mom, Dad forgive me 
I've lost my mind 
1,2 go after 5 
Mom, Dad forgive me 
I've lost my mind]
Time skipp
1991, June 10
It was the party after the official first birthday of
the Russian Federation, both Amelia made her mind had decided to confess to Anya in the past years a weird secret kind of relationship began between them, to everybody else they were just normal friends, but at closed doors they were friends that takes care of an especial kind of fiscally need, she didnt know how to call a friend that you weren't dating and but you touch and acted like a couple, however when she toock her in private to confece and kissed her, she didn't expected George and Barbara to fallow, she was ready to see Anya but not theirs, they were shock and speech less, she turned around and runaway crying, she considered each president and his family as her own, because her young appearance the presidential couples tratem as another of her children, which she like it make the burden and loneliness of being a nation and immortality hurt less but now it only made it hurt more.

[I've lost my mind 
I've lost my mind 
I need her 
I need her 
I have lost my mind 
I need her] Anya searched for her now lover in her garden fallowing her wipers she found her by a  small fountain, as soon as she saw her she  came running to hug her, and that brake Amelia she let out everything on her heart as Anya did the same and they kissed, however a fact that both hided is the twisted plan they have used to get the other obsessed whit them, Amelia did first and Anya as soon as she noticed the need she developed for the american girl.
A plan that worked for both of them a plan that took away their sanity.

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