Chanel's pov I woke feeling as empty a ever. He never answered my question when I said "what are we" . I felt disgusting. He had a girlfriend yet I sucked him off. I felt unpure.
I went in the shower. After that I pulled on a matching orange pants and crop top. I walked down the stairs putting on my fluffy orange puma slides. I pulled my hair into a cute high ponytail letting some hair fall neatly. After that I went downstairs grabbing a honey bun from my snack bin and opening it. I looked out my window to see Isabella and lonzo arguing. My body side getting the best of me I went outside watching them.
"WHAT THE FUCK YOU CANT DO THAT. IM NOT DOING IT." he yelled at her. "I'm it forcing you too, she is your Bestfriend, I adore her as well but I thought you loved me." she said. "I do, well I think I do.. I'm not doing that to her. I can't just leave her I'm not coming with you across the whole country" he whispered unfallen tears making his eyes glossed over . "Why can't you just tell chanel, she will understand. But I guess friendship is more than it seems.?" Isabella said quietly.
"Because I- I don't know" He whispered. "Well if you don't know lonzo we can't be together".
I closed the door fast when I heard that. There was more yelling until I saw lonzo knock on my door. My breath hitched. It was a Friday. Class would start any mintue He should go to the campus or something. I looked to see his eye have a cut underneath it.
"What happened" I asked he walked inside. "She threw her keys at me". I laughed . He fakes laughed "haha laugh it up"
"Alright come Zo" I said as I sat on the counter and he came between my legs. I took a rag wetting it and dabbing it under his eye. "Shit" he muttered. "Sorry" I told him. He bit his lip to not wince from the pain. "So are you going to tell me what happened" I asked even though I already knew. "You know, I saw you listening" he said.
"Oh" I said simply". "What's your problem" lonzo said.If only he knew. I shrugged me shoulders. Lonzo started looking around the house. I followed him into the bathroom. He came to a closed cabinet. "Open it!" He said. I shook my head tears falling. "Then I'll open it myself" he then took a bobby pin and busted open the lock.
In that cabinet was open bottle of pills and a pocket knife with fresh blood on it. "CHANEL!" Lonzo yelled. Making me jump back into the counter. "I'm sorry...I can't help it" I sighed holding my wrists behind my back. "Chanel you can't just cut yourself when things don't go your way!" He said. "Easy for you to say, you don't have the burden of loving someone who doesn't love you back" I screamed. "You cant FORCE me to love you" lonzo yelled throwing his hands up. "LOOK!" I said showing him my freshly cut wrists. As I took of the braceletsi used to cover them. "Lonzo, I know I can't force you to love me, but I shouldn't be able to force you to care" I said rinsing my wrists out looking at my reflection in the mirror. He came behind me holding my wrists as I washed them. "Chanel I do care..." He said softly.
"STOP! I feel disgusting I feel like a hoe. Arabella is right. You had a whole girlfriend lonzo. " I said looking down at the blood running down the drain.
I let my tears flow as freely as the blood. He walked out slamming the door. I heard the front door lock. I dried my tears and decided to go to school.
I grabbed a bag and walked out the door.
(Skip to lunch)
I walked out the class feeling as if everything I had learned had went through one ear and came out the other. I got a FaceTime call so I answered it as I went in the bathroom.
"Yo" said gelo coming in the camera. "Um what do you want LiAngelo" I said clearly not in the mood. "Slow ya roll. Come down to the hills right now. Lonzo stressing and he blowing mines".
I rolled my eyes "he can't ask his girlfriend to do that for him" I said clearly annoyed. "Please COME!!! He throwing all his shit away" yelled LaMelo in the background squealing like a girl.
"Fine I'm on my way" I said looking back and forth and then leaving the building. I walked to my car and drove the few miles to Chino Hills.
I passed by my childhood home as I smiled at the stil well kept garden and the freshly waxed marble porch. I would visit my family later. To me, Zo was more important,even if the same didn't apply to him.
My car came to an abrupt stop. I groaned as I kicked the wheel and got out. It was raining, no pouring. "Now my car wants to give problems" I said coughing. I shivered as the cold rain made its way inside my shirt running down my spine.
I called a tow truck and decided to leva any car there. The ball house was only ten more blocks. So I walked the ten blocks. My slippers drenched as it made a slouching sound.
When I finally reached the ball house my lips were blue and my eyes were tired. My hair clung to my face as I pushed it away angrily. I was going to kill LiAngelo. I knocked the door . "Yes bro we finna kill Melo in 2k-" gelo then looked me up and down and started cracking up.
"Oh it's funny right" I said pushing him hard. "Come down!!!!" He said. "No you calm down! Don't fucking tell me to calm down. I'm wet and cold. I came miles ok. My car broke down so I had to walk ten freakin blocks, so don't tell me to calm down" I yelled pointing at his chest. Melo, Eli, and dmo looked at me with wide eyes.
"Anyways I'm going to dry myself. When I come back.... Never mind" I groaned. "Oh chanel?" Yelled gelo. "Yes!" I yelled back. "Glad to have you back!" He said grinning. I smiled nodding.
I quietly took off my shirt and pants. Walking into the bathroom opening it abruptly. There was lonzo naked brushing his teeth. "Ahhh" he screamed covering himself with a towel like I never seen anything before. I used the door to cover myself. "Oops sorry I'll wait out here" I said closing the door my heart racing out my chest. I then leaned on the door scrolling through instagram.
I had alot of good feedback from my art show the other night. The postive feedback seemed to over power the negative. I guess I was in my little world for to long because I heard someone say my name. "Yooo I'm too young put some clothes on" said LaMelo covering eyes. I rolled my eyes "I'm waiting for ya brother to come out" I said crossing my arms. Lamelo gave me a stank face an walked away.
Lonzo finally came out so I went in and he close the door coming inside with me. "Get out!" I yelled. "No because we are going to talk" he threw me over his shoulder. "Bro put me down" I said yelling. "No!" He said walking to his room.
When I entered his room, I immediately wanted to cry...
Why does she want to cry?
Did y'all watch episode 4 of ball in the family yet?
Cardi Melo v.v 😭😭😭😂
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