Mystic Messenger- Say You'll Stay- SaeranxReader (MC)

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Saeran can feel his blood simmering through his veins. He feels conflicted in hurting you, but the idea of you being insisting on leaving pisses him off so much that his heart is beating so fast, and his ears ring so much that he expects steam to gush out of them. He almost wanted to beg you to stay. To not leave him after he finally found you. Why don't you understand that he wants to treasure you, and protect you? He was so excited to see you too. Being in the dark should make you come to your senses. He passes other believers, he tilts his head diplomatically and goes to the one place he always feels safe: his development room. His computers that are programmed just the way he likes them. They do as he says, and they don't hurt him. He is afraid by what he feels for you.

When he finally arrives, he closes the door and leans against it. In the silence, he allows himself to breathe. He tries to erase the images of your fearful face when he told you he'd keep you in the dark. That is your punishment. He can't allow himself to get soft no matter how much he likes you. He was a selective sadist, he only enjoyed inflicting pain in those that deserve it, and you, although you piss him off, don't deserve this. You don't deserve someone as awful as he either...but you're his. It is what it is.

When he finally recovers from his anger. He goes to his desk. Puts on some headphones and plays the loudest alternative he can find so he can drown the imaginary screams he hears coming out of you when he imagines you in that room all alone and in the dark.

You try so hard to breathe when the last rays of sunlight disappear. You are under the windowsill, sitting in the bit of light the moon provides. You are shaking. It is in the dark where terrible things happen. It was in the darkness that he would come to find you. Where he would come to hurt you.

"I won't forgive you," you mutter into your knees that you crush against your chest. "I won't forgive you, Ray. I thought you said you were going to protect me."

You don't know how long you are there, your body quakes violently, but just as you think you can't handle another minute, the doors open. The light from the hall pours in, and it illuminates him as if he was an angel from heaven. You are so happy to see him that you jump and run to him.

You embrace him tightly catching him off guard. "Oh, Ray, you came back! You came back for me." He gasps at seeing how red your eyes are after so much crying. You clutch at his shirt; your forehead pressed just underneath his pecs. "You're wrong, you know," you look up at him with tears still running down your cheeks. "I haven't forgiven that woman. I hate her so much that I can't stand it. I hate her so much that it scares me, Ray. It scares so much because I want to have her in front of me and destroy her with my own two hands."

Saeran's arms tighten around you, and he leans down to take your lips. His kiss is gentle, he can taste the tears, and the contact shatters through him like a thousand needles. You are shocked at first, but whether it is your relief, your fear to not be left alone, you return the kiss. He decides he doesn't care what it is that is making you touch him. He is just happy that you are doing it! That you are receiving him! That meant that you could learn to love him. That you would stay.

Your contact is incredible. Your hands curl on his back as he takes you further into the dark room. He tastes you with his tongue; his hips press against you as he his need builds, his cock stirring with want. He wants to devour you and take you right here. He pulls back with a pant.

"We need to stop, or I won't be responsible for what happens after," he whispers breathlessly rubbing his thumb over your lips. "I want our first time to be extra special."

You continue to hold him close. He digs through his phone and with a beep the lights turn back on. You look up at him, your face pulsing after that passionate kiss. You have no idea how you allowed yourself to be taken back by it, but what most surprised you was the tingling between your legs.