Suffering

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"You are so restless, boss," Vic says with a snicker driving through the quiet and woodsy backstreet towards their compound. "This chick has you drooling." He laughs squeezing the steering wheel and then says, "Don't forget that Mint Eye should be first than pussy, okay?"

"Shut up and keep driving," Saeran says looking out the window and pretending that he could care less about what you are doing in that room. Are you sleeping still? You sleep better during the day than at night, so you're probably deep in slumber. He wants to cuddle into bed with you. He wants to hear your even breathing. Be there when a nightmare wakes you up. He wants you to hold him, too. He has become addicted to your soothing embrace. The beautiful way you cry...he would continue making you ache for him as long as he could see the slight wrinkle of your nose as your tears fall without control. He hates how his stomach flops at the thought of being with you once more. He has become completely and utterly addicted to you.

He can't wait to see you.

*****

You feel the cool breeze on your face, and you know you're outside. Violet is rough as she pulls you down the steps. The front of your shoes scuff, but she continues without carrying that you almost trip.

"Stop holding me so tight," you grumble trying to pull away. "It's not like am going to run."

"Be quiet," she says. "We are making Mr. Ray late."

The sound of his name sinks your heart. You still can't believe it that he wants you gone. He got what he wanted and now your disposable. It's okay, you say to yourself. You can go back and live your normal life...after you give him a piece of your mind.

Violet guides you through the woods in a hurry. She has disposed of your things that you believe she has placed in the car to take you back home. Her pulse is racing with excitement and fear. You deserve this, she convinces herself when guilt begins to eat at her subconscious. You want to take Mr. Ray from her. You touched him with your filthy uncleansed hands. It's okay, though, Mr. Ray won't get corrupted by someone like you. She can erase every mark you have made on his body with hers. She just has to let Mr. Ray believe that. He doesn't need you. He will miss you at first, sure, but then he will forget you. Violet will make sure of that. She reaches the building separated from the main compound that looks like a small-scaled jail with barbed wire around it. Two believers stand at the front gates, guarding it.

"Stay here, girl," she whispers harshly. "I need to unlock the door," she continues to lie, walking towards the two believer guards. She glances over her shoulder one last time as you attempt to reach for your blindfold. "Do not take it off!" she seethes. "The guards here will shoot you on sight."

She stands in front of a bald believer, a lower rank than her. "Is everything ready I492?"

"Yes," he says looking past her at you. You stretch your arm as if trying to feel around. "She looks awfully peaceful for someone that is about to become corrupted meat."

"Savior wants happy thoughts in her mind before her disposal," Violet says with a smile. She then goes for you and pulls you hard by the wrist. She is smiling brightly when she says, "Mr. Ray is waiting. I492 will guide you to him."

"I492?" you question softly. Numbers. Why is he called by a number? You are about to ask when the man grabs you by the arm.

"Come on let's go."

"Bye-Bye, YN," Violet says as you enter the electronic gate into the horrible fate that awaits you.

******

You walk for a while and then enter the gray building. You hear a pinging sound, and then you are encased by air-conditioned coldness.

"Are we almost there?" you ask with an involuntary shiver. You can't avoid feeling that something is not right. The man grumbles in response but doesn't say anything. You jump when you hear him call someone out. "Hey A306 I need you to do something."

V tenses as he goes to the tall guard. He had snuck in two months ago, and still, he doesn't know anything about the mysterious girl in the messenger. All he knows is that this place is well organized and growing with each day. V puts on a serious face, his light blue eyes covered by green contacts and his blue hair covered by a black wig.

"My shift is over," he answers flatly. "I am tired."

"Take this girl to the basement and then leave," I492 says pushing you forward. You don't see the frown on his face because he knows where that is. "Mr. Ray is waiting for her."

V doesn't say a word as he places a hand on the ball of your shoulder and guides you down empty halls with walls made out of solid concrete.

He really is here. You think to yourself.

"Can I take my blindfold off now?" You question quietly

"No," the voice responds flatly. When you both are in the staircases that lead to the underground, he asks nonchalantly. "Just who are you?"

"It doesn't matter," you respond. "I am leaving today."

He knows what happens in the basement. That torture chamber of those that have stood up to Rika. Men. Women. There is no leaving that place. When they get out of there, if they do, they are entirely blank, destroyed from the inside more than the outside. You are different, though. He can sense it. He struggles internally, but he knows he has to get you out of here.

"You are in danger," he whispers into your ear, making you tense. Just as you yank your blindfold the door that leads out of the staircase slams open. You stare in horror at I492 watches from the top of the stairs darkly.

V digs into your shoulder as you tense in sheer horror.

"Savior wants me to take this girl to Mr. Ray myself," he sighs heavily with Violet's order. He smirks at you as you rip away from V who can only watch in dreadful hopelessness. "You can go, A306. I'll take care of the girl."

Sorry. Sorry. V thinks unable to do anything.

You run down the stairs, and to your unluckiness, the door needs a combination to open. You are trapped here. Panic sets in as you hear the massive steps of I492 laughing rumbustiously.

"I wish you would've left your blindfold on. It would've given you some momentary peace."

You turn around and look up at him pleadingly, "Please."

"No use begging. You don't want to be in our paradise; you can get out of it." He slaps you hard across the face as you fall on your knees with a thump. "By knowing exactly what hell is like."

All you think about is Ray's words as your hair clouds your vision with the humming sound of the ache on your face. His gentle smile.

I want you to be mine. Truly mine.

I want you to love me.

Everything I have ever loved has withered away, YN.

I492 picks you up with ease and places you over one shoulder while putting the code on the door. You fight to stay awake, but you are consumed by darkness. All you see is Ray's gentle smile. The face of the man that has betrayed you

******

You wake up with a groan. Your bleeding lip is stinging. You blink back tears as you stare at the back of the man that has brought you here.

"Ray?" You call out whispery as tears fall and sting your aching cheek. The man turns around with wild, crazed eyes, but it's not Ray. The room is dim, but you know it's not him.

"I am glad you're awake. We've been waiting for you."

"We?" You ask, fear lacing the word.

Four men stand up with hungry, evil looks on their faces and loom over you.

"We are so excited to play with you. It's been so long since we have had a pretty girl down here," a man with long hair says. Your scream lodges in your throat when he rushes to you and pulls you up by the hair.

"Ray!!" You scream.

You're not sure why you continue to call out his name, but you keep screaming it. Hoping in the depths of your heart that is all a lie. That you won't die here alone in this underground.

I will protect you from now on...

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