Mystic Messenger- Say You'll Stay- SaeranxReader (MC)

Deception

You wait for him. Even if you tell yourself that you're not, you wait for him. You grab the phone and try to see if he has texted you. His number and his calls are the only ones that go through your phone, but your phone is completely silent. By now you have more than ten messages telling you to be good, to behave, and that he looks forward to seeing you. The silence of your phone feeds the insecurity that Ray won't look at you the same after what you both did.

You can't sleep thinking about the warmth of his arms. You still feel the impressions of them wrapped around your hips. You can still smell him on your skin even after you bathed. You can still feel his warmth deep inside you. You know you were foolish. He came inside you...

You should be worried, and in any other circumstances you would be, but your life is not normal anymore. You find yourself doing and feeling things the you, before Ray, would never do. You make a note in your mind that if it happens again, he has to wear protection. A baby is the last thing you need.

You enter the RFA app. They question you about your sudden disappearance earlier. You explain the best you can, but as you chat with 707, Luciel, there is something about his appearance that looks similar to Ray. Those gorgeous golden eyes for example. Your mind races with speculation especially considering the nightmare Ray had. Saeyoung, he called. Could it be that 707 is Saeyoung? And if he is, why did he betray him? You believe Ray's words wholeheartedly because the pain when he spoke of this RFA couldn't be faked. There is resentment and sadness embedded there. They did something horrible to him. Of that, you can be sure. That ache you feel when you think of him is familiar to you now. Asking for help to this people seems pointless, but it is easy to talk to them.

Everyone heads out to sleep, leaving you alone in the chatroom until V gets in.

YN: I am heading to bed. Goodnight. :)

V: Wait, please.

YN: ?

V: Can we talk?

You roll over in bed. The little lamp that is always on lighting the top of your head.

YN: Sure. Are you okay?

V: I am fine. I don't wish to worry you. Since all the members are asleep, I feel strange leaving without at least talking to someone.

YN: :) It's fine. I don't mind the company. I am alone right now.

V: Oh? I believe you mentioned you are rooming with someone. Is it here in the city?

You know he is trying to get information out of you. They are curious about where you come from, but it is V that makes you so suspicious. He accepts you without knowing who you are. He trusts in you by mentioning only one name: Rika.

YN: I honestly not sure where I am, but I am certain it's not in the city.

V: Could you tell me where---

ERROR; THE CHAT HAS AUTOMATICALLY RESTARTED

V has entered the chatroom

YN has entered the chatroom

V: Oops. It looks like your version of the messenger has a lot of rules. Haha.

YN: Why do you trust me? Why do you allow me to chat with you despite red flags?

V: Are there red flags? -Confused emoticon- I trust you because I believe you are good person.

YN: ...