I have been trying to avoid Anthony as much as possible and when I do run into him, I make it as short as possible and only give yes or no answers. I can see that he is hurt and confused, but I just can't with him. It's hard to ignore him, whenever I do see him, I just want to jump into his arms. I want him to hold me and never let go. But I know we can't. That is why I've decided to fly home for a couples of days and just get away from him. Even though Andrew and I are on a break, I think being around him will distracting me from Tony. I think we should maybe get off the Break, so I talked to him last night on the phone. He daud that he missed me and that he only loves me. I guess we're back together. We were on a small break, but we decided not to date other people whilst we were on the break to concentrate on ourselves. But now that we're back together, I can't wait to see him. I mean I think I can't wait. I don't know what to feel anymore. I'm flying home later this evening and I just hot to the Team 10 House to say goodbye. Erika and Jake know about me leaving, but the others don't.
I opened the front door and walked inside. It was oddly quiet. I went to the office and saw Erika sitting there. She got up and hugged me.
"Good morning!"
"Good morning, Rik. Hwo are you?"
"Good! You here to say bye?"
"Yes, actually, I am! The house seems so quiet."
"Yeah, the Trio is gone, they'll be back at 3."
"Oh, well. I can't wait that long. Got a flight to catch at 4. But maybe it's better not to say goodbye. I mean, I'm trying to forget him."
I said goodbye to Erika and Tessa and called an uber to take me to the airport.
Sorry for this small chapter, but it's been hard to write this one. I know exactly what I want to happen in this story, but some chapters are hard, because they are not that "important" for the rest of the story. But still, you need them to understand everything!
1. Sorry for being sooooo MIA... A lot happened...
1) I started school, yeah 🙌🏻 (i actually like school, it's just a lot of work)
2) I had a hard time writing this chapter
3) I was in tye hospital a lit in the last weeks...
But I swear I will post more often! I have so many ideas for the next few chapters!
I love u all! Thank you so, so much for all of your suppy! You are amazing!
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