Originally written on 9/17/17
I'm a mess
I'm crippled
I'm hurting
I need to remember to take my medication
but the only thing I can think about is songs that remind me of you
I
AM
HURTING
and I don't know what to do
I'M
A
MESS
because I can't stop thinking about you
so I'll sit until this album burns out my speakers
because that's all I really ever can rely on
things
are
different
now
and all my transgressions feel like stupid childhood mistakes
I clench my fists
because you aren't here to stop me
the days are grayer and the nights are colder
and my heart is harsh and unforgiving
things are
different now
but I promise I'll still cry when I think of us kissing in the rain
my
song
for emma, forever ago
because the emma he knows now
is different somehow
YOU ARE READING
Leftovers {Poetry}
PoetryHere is an ongoing collection of my favorite poems that I've written. I'll probably update every week. If you have any questions feel free to ask. ~~~ So the Wattpad website hates me for some reason so my formatting is all screwed up on a m...
