Be mine?//A Jerika fanfic 💗

Part 7//Not even 5 months?

Erika's Point Of View:

Today,me,Jake,Tessa,Chance,Anthony,Nick,Emilio and Ivan are going to court.And....its against Are neighbors.

"We will win right?"I asked everyone,I seemed to be the most traumatized mainly because if we loose...Jake will have a whole mouth in prison.He's still my boyfriend,no one knows not even Team10 or are parents.We have told nobody.

"Sure we are gonna win,I mean...we didn't do anything wrong"Chance said I looked up at him and frowned

"You idiots set the pool on fire"I sighed,we've lost

"Guys!Just shut the fuck up.Im too stressed to think about shit that I don't need in my head.THINK POSITIVE ERIKA!IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?"Jake screamed,slamming his hand on the steering wheel

"S-sorry"I looked at my shoes.Jakes never shouted like that before,I blinked really fast to stop the tears emerging inside my eyes bursting out

"Good"He made a grunting sound and then for the rest of the way there it was silent

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The judge let out the words of who was going to win

"I make no person guilty!We shall meet here at 2pm noon on Saturday"He smacked his hammer on the wooden circle thing.

"Dismissed"He shouted before he left the podium

"Wow"Jake said,he was obviously pissed but I'm actually mad with him so I'm just gonna avoid him

"That was your fault Erika,you made me think negative"He mumbled quietly but so the group could hear

"I did nothing wrong!"I stood up

"Yes,you made me think negative.Its your fault that we need to come back here,you didn't even back me up!"He shouted so everyone in the room could hear

"You set the fucking pool on fire,did I have anything to do with that?Guess what?No I didn't"My eyes started watering up

"Stop being a bitch Erika.You're making me feel worse,I can't believe you right now"He rolled his eyes

"I'm done with you Jake,I'm finding my own way home.You know what?Im not even coming home"I stormed towards the exit not caring who was starting at me.Someone was running behind me

"Erika!Wait!"Tessa shouted,I stopped

"Don't go,I'll come with you"She said handing me a tissue

"T-thanks T"I sniffed,Jake started walking towards us and I spotted him

"Erika!Wait!Im sorry"He shouted now running towards us,I grabbed Tessa's hand

"Run T"She ran and I used my crutches as fast as I could,Jake caught up with me

"Jake!Go AWAY!"I screamed not stopping walking

"Erika ple-"

"JAKE!WHATEVER YOUR GONNA SAY!I COULDN'T GIVE A SHIT,JUST LEAVE ME ALONE"I got in the uber and put my head on Tessa's shoulder

"You better?"Tessa asked

"No,I'm sorry you had to hear that T"I said

"No,it's fine honestly"She said smiling,the rest of the ride was just silence the only thing you could hear were my thoughts churning,all my thoughts were how I'm gonna break up with Jake

"We are here girls,have a nice night"He smiled at us,I handed him the cash and we walked into the Team10 house.I said Night to Tessa and locked myself in my room.

"I'm sorry Jake...you just shouldn't be a jerk"I said to myself while folding up a letter a wrote to Jake

"Tessa!"I shouted,she came outside my door,I opened it

"Yeh"

"Could you put this on Jake's bed,please don't read it...you're one of the only people I trust"I handed her the note and sniffed

"It's Okay E,I'm here...that's what best friends are for"She rubbed my arm and smiled at me,I found a tiny smile

"Night T,thanks by the way"I smiled at her again before closing my door.I put my back to the door and slid to the floor

"Why is my life so fucked up?"I mumbled to myself before I silently cried,I walked into the bathroom and grabbed a razor blade

(WANING!THIS CONTAINS SUICIDE ATTEMPTS!IF YOUR NOT COMFORTABLE WITH READING THAT SORT OF STUFF,SKIP THIS CHAPTER)

I sat in my shower and threw my crutches to the over side of the bathroom.I rolled up the sleeve on my hoodie and slipped the razor into my skin,I did this five times in my right arm.I pulled down my sleeve and chucked the blade to the back of my cabinet.I laid on my bed a closed my eyes

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Jake's Point Of View:

I walked upstairs crying,I walked into my room and locked the door.There was a folded piece of paper in between my covers,I read it

Dear Jake,

This is really not the best way to say this,but I can't speak face to face with you right now.Jake,you hurt my feelings,my heart and my life just with a few words.I know that it's are 5 month anniversary tomorrow but I'm still gonna say this...Jake Paul,me and you are no longer together.It might be a break,or it might not be...I haven't decided yet.But I need you to know that you have really hurt me,hurt me bad...if you love me,then you will take this the right way.Ive changed the password on my door and locked my window,the only way you can communicate with me is to write on some paper and put in under my door...Bye for now,for a while

~Erika

What have I done?I put the note down on my bedside table and threw my body on my bed.Im a big guy,yet I still was crying.I grabbed some paper and wrote a message,I grabbed a pillow and a blanket and went downstairs.I set up a little bed outside Erika's door and put the paper under the door.