Suicidal Deku

Mom!

=Deku P.O.V.=

Anger, disgust, hate, coldness. Why are all does pointed at me. I didn't do anything wrong. I didn't choose this. So why are all of you hating me. Even though it wasn't physically I could feel it. We don't want you. Go away. Silent messages.

All Might had to deal with stronger villains and was rarely around. Mr. Earserhead was also busy and rarely paid much attention to the students. Even lida is being cold to me. It feels awful.

Everyday I go home. Thankfully my mom doesn't know. I still simile in front of her. I don't want her to worry. The job isn't going so well right now. I want to help her. Why am I so useless.

I walk to school again. The days pass by. I can't remember what day it is. Faking a smile is easy. Lying is easy. I don't sleep often. My complexion is worse. Mom's worried again. I comfort her.

Even though things get worse mom is a constant. I walk home. A earthquake shakes the ground. It's rather hard. I'm close to home. After mom had to get a worse job we moved to a little bit more shabby home near a mountain. It's small and cozy.

I run toward my home. Around this time mom comes home. No please don't take another thing from me. I run faster. I see it my home. My mom is inside knitting a sweater for my birthday. A crack in the mountain. Stop. Another crack. Stop. Crack. I have to go quicker.

I activate my quirk. Even if it breaks my legs I have to save mom. I run, run, run. A huge piece of the mountain breaks from the mountain and starts sliding down. Even with one for all I can't reach. No I have to reach it. Go faster. And I fail. I yell out and try and reach.

Mom's panicked face is the last thing I see before the rock collapsed on top of our house. It falls. I have to save her. She could still be alive. I start digging through the rubble. A hand stops me. I stop not having the energy to fight back. Tears stream down my face. Something inside me cracked. The tears held back flow down freely. Crying and crying till there was nothing left. An empty shell.

Mom was a constant in my life.