Are you my light ? (Damian Wayne x reader)

Chapter 37

Warning: insults

Damian's pov

I'm just outside Y/N 's new flat. I'm in my Robin's costum. I take a deep breath and knok at the patio door, where the curtains have been pull. I didn't want to take the risk to be seen inside the building.

I wait few seconds, before the patio door is open. I enter.

Y/n is just in front of me,her bat in her hand. I show her that I have no weapen with me. She seems to relax. She sits on her couch. I sit on a armchair, in front of her.

'' So ? '' she says.

I stay silent. I don't know how to begin to explain.

" You'r in danger ...''

'' You already told me that " she cuts me. " I want real answer. Why do you care of my safety ? Why would you help me to escape from Batman ? And why should I trust you ? ''

I sigh. '' Batman wants to meet the Raven. But if he understands that you'r the Raven ,he will arrest you. You killed someone and you left the crime scene. Before a jury, you could go to jail. ''

'' It was self defence ''she exclaims.

'' I know but the law will see that differently. There are possibilities that you'll be send to jail. I don't want that to happen. ''

'' Why ? Why will you help me ? ''

'' Because I care for you,a lot '' I confess.

'' We don't know each other, so why ? ''

'' I ... ''

I take a deep breath. '' Can you keep a secret, even thought you hate me ? '' I ask

She looks down. '' I ... I don't know if ... if I hate you anymore ... '' She takes her head in her hands. '' Everything is so confusing '' she sighs.

She looks at me. '' I'll keep your secret. I promise '' she finally says.

'' Okay '' I breath.

I look down and take off m ymask. I look up at her; waiting for her reaction.

Her eyes widen, but she stays silent. Minutes pass.

'' Say something . '' I almost beg in front of her lack of reaction.

She glups, tears in her eyes. ''You killed Julian '' she whisperes.

'' It was an accident ''

'' You k-killed Julian th-then you c-conforted me '' she says louder.

She stands up. ''HOW COULD YOU? '' she screams. '' You killed the only one for me and you came to conforted me. Do you like to see the pain of other when you killed their beloved ? ''

I stand up too. ''No,no, no,it's not what you think '' I try to say.

Her fist meets my chest. ''You'r an asshole ! You'r a fucking asshole ! '' She hits me again and again.

'' You'r a fucking sadist ! You have great time when people cry, when they are in a awful pain,aren't you ? You even lie to them and manipulate them. You make them believe you love them. You kiss them ... '' she is sobbing now. ''And I was so stupid because I let myself being attract by your light. And now it only burn me ... ''

I wrap my arms around her and put my head at the top of her. She is shaking.

'' I didn't play with your feeling Y/N '' I whispere into her eat. '' Julian's death was an accident. And I knew how much you loved him. I was worry for you. I was so mad at myself for his death. And believe me, I still am. I tooe care of you because I knew it was my fault if you was so down. I began to have feelings for you. My father wanted me to stay away from you but I couldn't. I stopped seeing you as Damian, but everynight, I came to your flat to be sure you were alright, as Robin. I even saved you from a drunk man one night. ''

'' I remember ... '' she says, her voice muffles by my chest.

'' I love you so much Y/N.When I saw you at the reception, i was so happy. Then I saw you being engaged into a marriage. Then you have been abducted. I spend all my time, searching for you. I was so worry. ''

We stay silent after my confession.

'' I want to protect you Y/N. I'll help you to leave the city. I'll do everything for you. Even if you hate me now. ''

She looks up at me. Her eyes are red from crying. ''I don't hate you '' she whisperes.

Then she crashes her lips on mine.

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