Hi
You are alive right?
Depends.
I am not talking about whether you're in the grave or not.
Or if you will be cuz somebody hates you so much.
I'm am, however, asking if your living.
Not if your heart is beating, but if it has ever raced with excitement or fear.
If you ever felt so many emotions you could explode.
If you've ever had a life or death experience.
If you've ever done something amazing.
Are you content with the life you have lead?
Would you be ready to die?
I don't mean if you want to or not.
I mean would you be content with everything you've done
Or would you regret it?
Would say, "Oh, I wish I had ridden that rollar coaster, entered that contest, asked that girl out, tried those exotic foods, etc"
Would you think of all the things you didn't do?
Or would you think of all the things you did do, and, more importantly, be happy with them?
No matter what your answer is, do the impossible. Live a life worth living.
Cuz nobody else is you and like my mom always tells me when I ask for a cookie
"When they're gone they're gone"
No getting you back then, huh?
Hopefully you'll stay in the memories of everyone.
Just depends
If you truly lived with a beating heart
Then you will live on with decaying bones.
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"Would you miss me?" the young boy asked his best friend.
"No," the word sliced him like a knife, crumbling down into hundreds of little peices of 'Happiness Glue' holding his heart together.
No.
"Oh." The boy couldn't process. He couldn't hear the words that came next, he was in another world. One where he wasn't bullied. One where he wasn't hurt to the point of wanting to hang himself from his bedroom ceiling fan. One where he didn't ask his best friend, the boy he secretly loved, if he would be missed. One where the answer wasn't.. No.
But no, you little perfect boy, if only you had heard the words that came next. If only you had felt the kiss that was planted on your forehead. If only you would have known that your best friend would do more than miss you.
If only you hadn't hung yourself.
But 'Happiness Glue' doesn't work on you.
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The sun is a deaDLy LAzeR
Oh
Okay
*goes on land because i crave death*
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So
Uh
I keep looking at my cieling fan
Wheres the rope dad?
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The only reason I'm still here is because of halloween.
And the few people who actually care.
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I always rant to one of my friends and I really shouldn't
They have emotions too
All I'm doing is bringing them down and hurting them
So what, I cut
Yeah, they care about me, but does that make it okay to tell them everything
No it doesnt cuz i have problems
And i dont need to shove my problems onto their shoulders
They have enough weight to carry anyway, cuz they are humans with problems too
I do no one any good by telling them my problems
Time to start bottling up again jacky boi this ones for the long haul
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Btw dont think you cant come to me if you have problems please please if you need to talk, you can talk to me
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I hear the voices again
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It's a common thing the voices want
They want me to light things on fire
Fun
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Why am i not good enough
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I cant do anything right why does anyone like me
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Im just a little dramatic baby attention whore
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Oh speaking of being an attention whore sorry that I'm so needy dont worry people i know that wont be going on so much longer
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Why do i always loose uh things
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I want chocolate
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I wont get chocolatE
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n O f O O d J a c K w O w y o u h a v e n o t h i n g g o i n g f o r y o u w o u c h u g l y a N d d u m b
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I am tired but im scared to sleep
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Wait the fuck i am dumb im supposed to be bottling up come one get your shit together dumbfuck stop fucking ranting you baby
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And that concludes our lifely broadcast
*americas i mean jacks anthem of goofy singing wake me up inside plays*
