i was going to drink last night and bren decided that if i did he would to and i didnt not only because i wanted to protect him but also cuz it tasted like hell (whoops im not a rum person sorry mom) but he drank anyway and i feel so bad he wouldnt have drank if i didnt try to and now people keep tricking him into more cuz his family is dumb asf and hes not okay and i cant be there to help him aH
